SSN's World.

STRESS LEVEL TO THE MAX!

2011-11-22T15:19:00.004+08:00

The thought of giving up is so strong yet again.

i cried so much that day till i am nearly out of breath.

i know im not stupid nor useless... i just need more time.. more time for me to absorb... im seriously tired of all this bullshit!

can i just dont care about the world and give up !

WHATS WRONG WITH LIFE?

2011-08-11T00:15:00.007+08:00

HELLOOOOOO EVERYONE!

IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK TO0ooo000 BLOGGING

hahhaa. anyway.. life have been so far so good.

IM FINALLY A POLYTECHNIC STUDENT!

TEMASEK POLY SOMEMORE~ damn far i know. but who cares.

alright, just kind of stressed up with upcoming end of semester examinations.

im so afraid that i will fail and gonna kick out by school at any point of time. im worry sick about this...

maybe, you will think i am thinking too much but sometimes i just felt stupid. like how much i studied , it just couldn't get into my bloody brain. awww..

life can be sucks at times. give me some chill pill , will you ?

and im freaking missing taiwan-taipei so madly :(

i miss doing shopping like nobody business.

i miss having mid night chatting session cum supper with my bff , sis and jiefu.

i miss the nice people and HOTEL over at taipei .

i miss all delicious foodssss especially XXL CHICKEN!

i miss the fun that we had with the wedding shop - crew and boss! where i have to drink tea when i lose in a game match throughout the night.

i miss the hard work with my co during the shooting time! it was exhausted yet memorable.

i miss typically EVERYTHING during the 7days 6 nights during my march-april holiday this year.

so what if i miss everything so much?

time is not gonna turn back ~~~~~~~~~

OHHHLALALALALLALAL~

okay, need to get my ass off here and back to do my tutorial.

good night world.

2011

2011-01-04T23:45:00.004+08:00

let's welcome this brand new year, twenty eleven.
brand new year , brand new challengers.

hello friends !
im back to blogging once again.
yes , i miss blogging but im always so lazy to do it.
i hope this brand new year could let me have motivation to be less "lazy".

ohwell, i guess at this time everyone will goes...
hi whats your new year resolutions and such.
so im just gonna start that way too~ HAHAHHAA

as i mentioned in my facebook, i gonna stop being late for... be it work or school throughout this year. yes.. im doing well as for now. i need to be perseverance, though many thinks that i couldn't make it :) i will prove you guys wrong ok!

actually i have got so much to list down if i gonna continue...
so here it goes...

have a ideal weight of 48kg by half a year. Oppss actually i have gained about 5kg at 2010 ! *.*
save at least 2k end of this year .. its a bit hard though you see me work like an ox but too much commitment are killing me right now :( i will still try my best though.
maintain a healthy body with at least jogging twice a week. or best EVERYDAY.
get into poly by april this year. if not get a proper full time job if unable to get a place in poly. * GOD BLESS ME PLEASE *
no BOYFRIEND so long im still a student.
NOT TO BE LATE FOR WORK AND SCHOOL .
SLEEP EARLY EVERYDAY. or perhaps, weekdays everyday sleep before 10pm and wake up at 7am. weekends, before twelve or latest 1am.
Latest by 2013 go fly over to CHEEENA to meet OHYIFANG !
BEST OF HEALTH FOR EVERYONE AND MYSELF. no more needles , no more hosptial visits, no more in regular menses and NO MORE STRESS PLS!
lastly, I LONGED FOR A SMOOTH SAILING YEAR AHEAD... GOD AH PLS BLESS ME AH ~ HAHA

alright, thats all for my resolution.
will be back soon :)

2010-11-25T21:08:00.003+08:00

ups and downs.
things are not smooth sailing , yet again.
i need a solution for everything.
i need a happy pill.
(:

IT'S SCHOOL HOILDAY!

2010-09-21T23:37:00.005+08:00

i can't believe it ...
im so gonna conduct my very own party in McDonald's soon!
its my very FIRST OWN PARTY that i have to handle it everything by myself.
i hope i will not disappoint anyone and the result of the ticket selling please do not let me down as i have very high hope on you.

i will use my whole hearty to do the party well and learn from my bestie colleagues saiful :) yay!

to be frank, it isnt easy to handle a party all by myself.
normally i was being only attached to other place and help out here and there but this time round , its all by myself to handle any situation which gonna happen during that day or so. looking forward yet worried. just pray for the best outcome !

oh well, im glad my boss and managers were all so supportive. i hope i can do it well too!

i found this holiday was quite fulfilling ya.
i spent my every holiday days wisely ...
with the planning of this event, work in mac & lzzie , out coming Korea trip, parties after party with saiful , meet up with friends, cupcake making and etc

" everyday is a happy day. "

as for my exams.
just pray hard i do not get C's again ):
im afraid and worried.
PRAY HARD FOR ME PLEASE!!!!
I NEED TO GET AT LEAST GPA3 THIS TIME ROUND.
its so difficult to get into poly now .
holy shit !!

god please save a space for me alright.
if everything goes well,
i will study for another three years and look for a full time job after which.
and i need to get my driving license asap.
i don't want to be laughing stock ):
i want to ferry my friends all around...
when can all my dreams come true?

people says, once you work hard it will come to you,
but i work so hard i don't get anything??
why ah?
hmmm... or am i not working hard enough?

i doubt so.

lalallalalala~
like what raj always says,
that's life. hahaha

thats all for today.
goodnight world.

LAST DAY OF SEMESTER THREE.

2010-09-15T06:38:00.004+08:00

am taking my last paper at approximately less than two hours time.

am worried,

am nervous,

am excited to get it all done and over it!

at the same time i miss the somebodeeen that say im pretty that day! *laughs

but just to shy to tell him.

and i reacted so retardedly that i wanna laugh at myself.

dumb ass , always lose the good opportunity.

oh well, its time for paper not rubbishing here.

wish me all the best people.

xoxo.

bye!

Stacks

2010-09-05T00:48:00.006+08:00

loves my new blog concept.

loves the new song!

enjoy!

i wanna be your friend.

2010-09-04T23:31:00.006+08:00

exactly 10 more days to our end of semester exam!!!
am working very hard for my other half of A's :D
i need to hit at least GPA3 this time round.
i need to work doubly hard ...
yes, i definitely can do it :)
POLY wait for me !~

well, life have been great so far.
recently participated as a volunter in SYOG.
it was such a great event , made a lot of new friend and enjoyed the soccer match in JBS very much.
yog simply rock to the max !
3 cheers for JBS YOG Team :D:D:D

oh well, oyf have flew to cheeeena already.
4 years from now for her to graduate from there.
best wishes to her and miss you girl :)

lalala~

can i stop having lan tao hua ?
i need a good one.
not a fling; mind you :)
hahhahaa...

i wanna be my eye candy friend.
eye candy can you be my friend?
lalala~

maybe, skp we should both start playing with our plan?
it will be fun i guess.
but the angel asked us to stop and face the reality..
pui !

that will only happen when good girl turns bad.
haha.

nonsense~

good night world.
am lazy to update already.

busy like a beeeee ~~~

2010-08-05T13:36:00.004+08:00

am so happy now ~~~

today marked the last day of etp presentation!

no more no more no more !!!

etp presentation was very well done and teacher even say our group was the best and bonus point will be given !

hohoho~

yay! and double happiness,

teacher in charge for the kite making called us and told us we are the top three winner , prepare oursleve and receveing the prize tmr..

wonder what will school give us..

ite always very cheapo one~

confim tibits hamper again 0.0

hope its not , better if its some kind of $$$ or voucher!

*dream on*

HAHHAHAH.

gonna do revision and project now.

still in class!

ite cck its just like some kind of poly now...

student portable wireless asses everywhere and everyone is bringing own lappy to school now. soooo coool !!!~

2010-07-15T23:36:00.004+08:00

life is great :)

update update update !

2010-07-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

finally we have moved to cck campus after so long.
such a wonderful place to study :)
changing a new environment does change our mood of studying too.
i lovin it ! <3

still remember last time i use to watch world cup with Ms Lim and her buddy.
and haha, to be frank i know nuts about soccer at that time.
just tag along to watch only~

till now, then i know whats all soccer betting all about.
its kind of fun and exciting actually to watch soccer~
this worldcup period.. win lose win lose..
still , total damaged = $ 70 !
i should say, money can't buy fun and laughter.
had so much time watching soccer with fang's especially :)
its a pity, teng didn't join me that day with fang ~ guess she was busy with studies ya.
and of course ahbee and jiefu that watched match at my hse.
people are asking me heart pain anot losing money...
well, definitely not because im happy with the process of watching soccer!
the excitement and laughter :)
wooohoo~

recently so much to do...
EOP event is coming, SYOG is coming, OPEN DOORS is coming, EXAM is coming, MOCK EXAM is coming, CLASS TEST is coming, POM/EOP/ETP project deadline is coming !!!

wow! hectic months ahead yay?

due to all school work ... seriously cannot work and have to focus on my school thingy first.
too much to handle.
not that im having bad time management , all was due to school management sucks!
they didnt plan our exam,project submission nicely.
even techer say so.

the only best teacher in school now was mrs joanna seam ..
only she will put herself in our shoes and think for us :)
thank you teacher ! you're really the best !

still cant believed that actually he is getting married soon.
not saying im having feeling back but i just find it weird?
wanted to gossip with skp one but she just ignore me like as if im talking to the wall during the phone call.
felt sad actually because mahjong more important.
well well, forget it ba.
what i told ahbee that night was right?
maybe we are drafting apart already.. or its already drafted. hmmmm...
no matter how much i tried to pull back the string , it doesnt work on one sided.

haha. thats life..
like what rui jie says, friend come and go.. we gonna take it or leave it.
some friends are just not easy to keep.
atleast i did my best , thats the most important thing.

OMG!!! im missing benson kor so muchhhh!!!
i miss him riding me around for supper, exploring and so~
so much fun when he isn't in army ~
and so much fun when chiu meng's brother still own a car.

i think ah.. last time my life too good already.
now don't have already, my life seems to be so boring .
night life that i used to have is gone ~~~~
cannot complain. thats life ssn!
so people stop pampering me and cause me to have bad habits liao.
haha

wonder who are still reading this spider web blog sia.
once in a blue moon then update.. jialat hor...
hahahahha!

okay la.
time for bed,
good night world :)

i don't wish to fall in love ; fear.

what is happiness ?

2010-06-08T23:18:00.005+08:00

it has beeennnnn a long long time since im here.
don't know whether still have got anyone reading my little space here.
still, im going to post (:

so much that happen to me , family or be it friends.

sometimes i just don't understand why are there so many obstacles for us to face in life. yes , maybe in a way to let us learn and become a stronger person but seriously, i think my family deserve better isnt it ? especially my parents, they have worked so hard throughout their 50 years of lifes and how much more do they have to face? sometimes i really hope i can be a good girl that can give them money than spending their hard earn money. i want to contribute to this family.

god is playing trick with my family? or is it just a test to test how much we love each other?
first was dad admitted to hospital, ahma admitted, sis then a shocking of myself admitted then now, what else gonna happen? jie fu might be undergoing operation too. i seriously hope jiefu can be fine and everything just goes smoothly for them.

in a sense i know so much are happening, i wanted to ask pekpek why and wanted to demand an explanation from him but second thought asked me not to be disrespectful and get my life! nothing gonna help and change the face that had happened, if i am going to be a childish kids complaining about life... they are lot more that are worsen than what im experiencing now.

so ya, all that was life.

unhappiness aside, there were happy occasion too.
like mother's day celebration for mum was awesome,
i bought a mother's day cake and a family pizza treat for her and made mummy a happy mum. see, my mum is a easily contented mum. haha.

recenlty mum bought me a lappy for school work which really made me a very happy girl!
mummy always stand by me and give me a helping hand when im really in need.
nothing is greater than the love from family.

just like when i was admitted to hospital then i realised that who are the one that really care and concern about me. im touched of course.

especially brother ...
before i was being admitted into hospital just a call from sister to my brother, he drove back from his camp at wee hours to send me to hospital without complain. and waited outside for me about 4hours or longer.. i was being sent to A&E and being dripped immediately .. 2 litres of drip that really freak me off. if those that know me well knew that im not scare of any injection or even blood donation. this time round, it really give me a shock of my life.. needles poking me here and there into my veins for all sort of test, can you believe it i even cried when the doctor drip me some more i was being isolate in a room by myself because i was having fever , cough and ect

hao la hao la..

kind of headache now ):
bet is not enough sleep again!

project and exam was really a killer now !
alright, time for bed world.

goodnight (:

back on track...

2010-04-20T16:33:00.005+08:00

wasssuppppp~
the very IN thing to say with my groupmate now (:
we will got so crazy over annoying orange!
damn them !
it can be so annoying when we did that.
HAHHAHA.

its has been really awhile when i last blogged.
well, life have been so far so good ?
things was now better on track...
am working extremely hard for the two top list now..
first was to get my car license asap,
second was to get into poly even rp i also happy.
seriously ...
it isnt easy to get what i want for now.
ssn, you gonna really put in effort to it !

the most worry one was tp i guess?
is it really suppose to be this way?..
when we got older, you tend to can't get over things so easily?
hmmm... yes. since my first tp , which i failed.
i keep doubting about my ability,somehow got so upset and felt that i am so stupid.
till one fine day, my classmate scolded me dumb for why stressing myself .
thought im a superwomen whom can do so many things at a time, then i realised that too much at a time don't do me good. i need to seriously priorities ... my time mangement of everything was in a mess for that whole bloody 1 year ! that even affected my studies as well .

i must say.. it was really a nightmare for the past one year .
from the day i broke off with A , then comes dad shocking illness, failed tp, grades dropped like no tomorrow, ahma admitted to hospital and etc that can totally made me into a lost child for that period of time. i don't disagree to anything above.

i swear, i have never felt being lost and low confidence at all in my life.
yes, i still laugh, play, enjoy and chat like nobody business but deep down in my heart i don't feel happy at all for that period of time..

im glad.
im back on track again after sorting out what exactly i want and aim for life.
i will definitely work hard on it .. jy!

someone told me not to be too hard on myself.

HELLO.

2010-03-04T15:32:00.005+08:00

ohhh lalalalla~ it has been age since i last posted ya ?

soon.. it will be end of this scary semester...
major exams in just 4 days time !
thats how fast time were passing yay?
and afterwhich was our long awaited one month holiday :D
hooorraaay~ all e way till april !
SHIOK AH !!!

currenly all my schedule to work was pretty less.
how pathetic ~ could you believe it ?
now not more than 10 days of work during the WHOLE *MARCH MONTH!
nono! that shouldnt be how my holiday be!
i wish i could work more than expected ya..
if not my next tp will cause me stress again ):):
no, please !

" money is the root of almost everything! "

:P

2010 was so far so good for me except for failing that bloody tp la ~
i hope it will remain as smoothly as it is for rest of my days :)

l'zzie/newbie CNY Company dinner on monday was awesome!
Marina Mandarin Hotel for buffet dinner then by Kbox session.
sing sang sung till midnight 3am and cab-ed home with my bestest colleagues :)
really have a great session with them and best of all everything was settled by boss !
HAHHAAH from dinner to ktv session! all boss paid one ! steady pi pi hor :D HAHHAHA

just got my hundred plus bonus from mcds !
although just 100 plus only but im still so happy :D:D:D
and treated mum and dad to siam kitchen & pizza hut :D
feelinnnngggg so goooooddddd to be such a good girl to treat them for dinner ~
at first they still say wanna have coffee shop food but i insist on treating them something good than just eating those normal food ya~
so funny of my parents that wanted to save money for me .
looking at how happy they are really made my day !
hehehhee. afterwhich went shopping around at lot one.
COURTS ~
mum bought bed,mattress and etc for bro and me.
and i bought Canon 3 in 1 printer for myself and bro for project work and etc!
and overall spent in a day = $250 !
there goes my monthly expenses -.-
HAHHAHAH.

yay! my complete computer room.
printer was nicely set up by mr su zhe feng!
HAHHAHA~

phuket trip was such a waste ):
wasted the ticket money!
how sad that im not going anymore.
hai ...

can't wait for 10 March to be here ~
celebration for end of exam with all my beloved friends @ my house steamboat plus bbq session (:

study hard and best of luck to all my friends and me !!

loves, ssn.

will be back asap.

2010-02-01T22:54:00.007+08:00

in short,
im really busy with work, project and friends.

recently .........

met my siaoeh,kimmo and yongyi = happy, for supper, chit chat session or either L4D2!
a short jb trip with eileen & jessica last fridaywas pretty great !
tooth fairy with eileen just now was a thumb up too !

a lot of random sudden trip which really made my day (:
at least not so stress out with school work or what-so-ever you called it...

project was hell,
work was tired,
friends are great for now.

sorry for this late update.
19th birthday celebration for me was AWESOME.
from morning till night.. endless of celebration.
really apprciate for those that planned for me and thanks, for all the wishes and present from everyone :) loves yay !

advanced celebration from my classmate :)
advanced celebration with farmart family at meiyan's house,
cafecatel with bff - fang and teng ,
jap restaurant buffet with boss, meng, may and kai jie ,
party world surprise party from siaoeh, ahbee, yongyi, kimmo and co .

thank you guys very the much ya :D
facebook for more photos yay!

IM REALLY GLAD THAT I HAVE GOT EVERYONE :)

im glad the misunderstanding was now cleared.
thanks god.

i'll not forgive you.

2010-01-12T22:22:00.007+08:00

nothing is getting easy , each and everyday.

OH MY! i didnt go to school today yet im not feeling guilty at all.
was really too tired to drag myself up from my lovely bed.
guess, again, i had overworked.

money was the biggest issue now.
everyday im trying to slot into any shift that i could to xyz company are offering.
yes, xyz company. it means = diff kind of job.
can you imagine i have a total of three jobs now?
HAHA, how clever ah ?

busy schedule with school & project.

so each time just 4-5hours after school ...

little by little still so little.
3 jobs sounds a lot, but the money earned was just so little.

i just don't want mum to get worry about money matter for now.
and i wanna clear the debt i have owe her before Chinese NY is here.
that is why i have to work extremely hard now.

19th is getting nearer.

more doubts on my confidence and skills.
am really really worry ,
but no matter fail or pass i'll still enjoy my 19th birthday on 19th Jan 2010.
just like what most of my friend tells me, first attempt for a girl will be kind of hard to get through. moreover, i guess i'll be that unlucky ones.

still i pray and hope that i can do it for the first attempt.

if everything goes well..

19th January 2010 will be the happiest days of all !

wish me all the best la guys !! :)

time for bed and prepare well for tmr school .

goodnight world.

if only you are there for me...

2010-01-07T21:50:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY APPLE!

may all your wish come ture and

enjoy yr last number ONE digit infront...

next year 20 liao.. so fast eh ?

HAHHA. am sorry that didnt get the chance to celebrate with you this year..

present to be owe :)

love you!

// --------------------------------------------------------

It can be so depressing when you aren't as good as what you thought and what others thought.

i don't use to hate study but now im hating it more and more each and everyday.

you can call me dumb for all i care, but i just hate the reality that i have to study in order to get good grades, in order to get good pay.

can you imagine i even got the urge to just end school and say byebye to my bright future!

determination is all i need, perseverance too.

can't wait for 19th to be over.

at least burden could be clear if i really did it?

birthday wish : i need lots of money, can anyone just provide me with that ? and pass all necessary test/exam which i need to.

god, pls grant me with all that.

okay, i better get my ass off here and continue with my report.

thanks for hearing my nonsense here...

night world.

2010 - the first post :)

2010-01-05T18:22:00.003+08:00

*FACEBOOK -click- for more pretty pictures :))

HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE!

guess how silly i was for the very first day of new year?

i was on shift on that day at mcd , thur its a double pay day and i have forgotten it all until i received my boss call and get back to sleep without bothering it.
luckily my boss wasnt angry with me . tq and love her man! always so forgiving towards me.
hahha. i promise , to be a punctual girl la.. try not to be late so often okay :)

OH WELL, IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK!

TAIWAN WAS AWESOME !
but it's really freaking cold !

it's a lot about culture, scenerys and eating session than just our boring *merlion* singapore.
and HOHO! i bought my very first coach over there :) - blink blink your big big eyes with me - yay!
very pretty and cheap - yes , i consider it cheap as compare to singapore.
its winter time, so no clothing's at all for me ): not many shopping trip also...
that's the only pity of all, i guess.
during the whole trip my second bro was the funniest i tell you..
a lil secret to tell you all ~ this trip was the first plane trip with the family AND ALSO THE FIRST TIME HE TOOK A PLANE AND FIRST TIME STAY IN SO MANY DIFFERENT HOTEL AT A GO !
so throughout, he was just behaving like a kids , how cute yay ? HAHA.

haha. another to declare was.. IM BROKE LIKE A BROKEN GLASS NOW!
got to earn hard now :) JIAYOU!

brand new year ; brand new start .

lets compare what have i did it for 2009 resolution ?

have a wonderful 18th birthday celebration. **** YES
driving license - one time pass, if possible ! ***** ON THE WAY STILL.
go for my first clubbing session NOT YET and a M18 movie YES! ***
more family YES and friends outing SO-SO, before everything is drafting apart :) *****
more vacation or short gateway with family/friends. *** YES, this year will be even better.
skin turn fully back to last time that good complexion. better :)
save up ***** NOT AT ALL
slim down! at least 5kg la! getting fatter and fatter already la! ***** GANT ! no lose ):
do my regularly jog..just like last time.. why am i so lazy now ): ***** NO ALSO ):
join skating course and get the instructor license. ***** not yet, no money
get at least 2 "stage" stuff this year. *** Yes, all was present so sweet!
buy myself a STEAMER ! im always so lazy to do the iron-ing for my clothes.. so if i get
myself a steamer i can do that so easily just like in shop :D:D *** NO
get the usual awards eveery year :D **** no more in ITE
better money & time management ***** no
able to get into the higher nitec course i want ***** YES
study hard and get into poly ****** on the way
GPA 4 GPA 4 GPA 4 !!! for all my semester!! ***** NO
visit my gan-ma more often ! ****very sad, NO AGAIN
stop drinking alcohoooool! **** yes kind of already.. cute down lots..
its time to have a pillar of strength, if you can get what i mean :D yes/no?

so as for this year?

to get over and done with my car license thingy.
be punctual , be it to school or work.
save up $1k at least this year.
less sensitive, don't stress myself and control temper.
work extremely hard and pull up all my grades
- aim for average 3.5 for this whole year.
get myself Agnes'b wallet , iphone, clothes steamer & printer for school work :)
REGULARLY JOG!
take care of myself better (health)
slim down to 48kg by this year.

that's all for this year. short and sweet ..
so i hope i can do it :) haha.

i think im getting older already mentally... not physically la! WAHHAHAHAH!
birthday is nearer .. in like 14 more days and im not looking forward to it at all.
friends are asking me why no bbq or chalet this year?
HAHA. i also don't know leh.. just want a simple one this year :)
so far only mac bosses & co gonna bring me for steamboat celebration , if its comfirm :)
and maybe meeting soulmate for a lunch, dinner or idk?
shall see how it goes?

actually quite nervous and scare on my birthday.
can feel the stress and fear now actually ...
i just need lots of lots of encouragement from now on~
jy ssn !

alright.

goodnight world :)

GOOD JOB!

2009-12-16T02:26:00.011+08:00

H-A-P-P-Y !

yes, finally after so long of communicating via email with regina -the in charge from F&N.
and today is for REAL! aunty jo drove us all the way to F&N and got the items from her :)

although it was just a small session with regina,
the experience we gain was just so awesome.
and the satisfaction of getting the sponsor was even fabulous.
from email 10 to 20 company , respond email , confirmation & get the real thing..
like what aunty jo told me , the process was just equally valuable and contented.

me, eileen , regina and our funny aunty jo .

my ladies and regina.

on a happier note, regina told us that, in future if we do need sponsor like this ,just keep her updated. that really made me got so excited about.. cos next semester we're having event management/planning module , its good to have business contact .

and aunty jo msg me: GREAT JOB, u make us proud.
that even made my day :)
yes, definitely we are proud of our work too.
& also im happy that i didnt disappoint anyone with my work also :)
just hope that the whole event will be a smooth and a successful one for us after so much effort in it..be it from fund raising to finding sponsorship.
seriously, it was the experience that we gain.
am really appreciated that aunty jo always gave us opportunity to experience new things and guiding us through so much of work.

afterwhich my girls and i headed to bugis .
initial plan was to accompany eileen to sugai road , but ended up its raining.
so plan A change to plan B ..
headed to national library for some HRA research = nightmare.

then to KFC for some bite,
trained tgt ,
had a short and sweet chatting session with eileen :) ,
met sis and , serene fetch us to farmart for ah hua's 49th day of departure prayers thingy.
helped up a little and headed home with sis .
thanks serene for the ride ya :D

had a long and sweet chatting session with mum on her bed.
mum always so cute yay !
love my family always..

goodnight world.

4 more days to 4-1 class chalet.
7 more days to taiwan .
16 more days to 2010 !

SKP WILL MISS ME ! HAHAHHAA

2009-12-14T03:11:00.004+08:00

while during my car practical ..
skp called countless number of call that really freak me out !
she knew that im having lesson why keep calling me..initially i thought what happened ..

who knows !!!
she just wanna say goodbye to me as her phone don't have auto roaming.

thats so funny of skp..
just wanna hear my voice before leaving right..
i know she just can't leave without me la..
just like those days when im in camp ,
she so miss me.. WAHHAHHA~

on a side note,
know she will get worry for me too ... so sweet eh both of us ? hehe.
(:
remind me of got one time,
i just broke off and you went to malaysia for days too.
so unbearable.

hhaha, fang xin la ! ssn always so strong.
en la en la and go and play :)

take care and have fun over there yay !

life can never be fair ; be contented.

2009-12-09T23:42:00.010+08:00

im back alive. * laughs *
promise to update more often now :)

13 more days to taiwan !
my long awaited holiday!! can't wait man!!!!!
as well as ...40 more days to TP and 19th birthday !

as for birthday.. this year don't know why..
didnt even have any planning for myself.
is it becos getting older and older already?

TP , yes silly me go and book on my birthday...

BTW,that IRRITATING JIAYONG say i sure fail one !

if i really fail !!! i will sure @#$(*&$ him !

well, maybe he will guess it right also.

cos i don't even have confidence in myself...

* if he see this, im sure he will be so happy huh -.- *

HAHHAA.
YHK's 2009 big day had finally over :D
three claps for YHK's !
everyone of us really done a fablous job !
and becos of big day..
many bonding and etc that made us even a stronger family :)
im glad about this.
didnt have much decent sleep recently.
either sleeping late, wake up early or sleep early wake up late.
bad routine, well, still we have lots of fun this few weeks.
be it school charity bazaar to diaso with my girls to tua's big day to meiyan and ahseng birthday party..

and worst still, i have already skipped 3 days of school this week -.-
2 days with mc and one day of letter writing, hopefully school don't send me a warning letter ya :) somehow, i do miss my ladies :) heartless them, never even miss me one.. saded.
HAHAHHA.
plus! im so into deep shit ! so many out coming holiday project yet im still having fun like that ..
S-T-R-E-S-S are my bestfriend still. jialat ):

stay tune for more updates:)
check it out facebook for pics ...

i don't want to see my life in a mess again.
how much i want to tell you about it ,
i will still hold on.

2009-11-25T17:54:00.002+08:00

OH NO !

i can't remember whether did i hand in to teacher my draft paper or the main answers sheets that i have wrote in it ):

god bless me pls !

what have i been doing ?

2009-11-21T17:04:00.004+08:00

a short update (:
too much to blog.. so shall made everything short at a go ...

hra was another killer module,
am trying hard to absorb as much as possible.
furthermore, hra exam was this coming Wednesday.
deep shit !
emilia graduation performance was awesome,
a super long warm hug from her was indeed sweet.
looking at how she have grown up to a beautiful girl now, made me even happier.
love you always!
met siao eh and got a keroppi floor mat from bkk from her :) thanks girl !
after so long finally got the chance to meet my beloved ahbee.
made crafting balloons for her as requested :)
movie 2012 with jess, although just the two of us but we still enjoy each other accompanies.. bought many tibits and food into the cinema without knowing and both of us keep laughing.. haha. enjoyable day.
farmart to prepare for tua big day, where everyone got so united together. so good :)
sushi with sis and jie fu at lot one . love the song we invented tgt :)
so fun and interesting. haha. bought lovely heels.. love it lots !
meiyan house stay over - wii game
working, school , car prac , as usual for all .
sentosa for ball games and pool games .. extremely enjoyable day :)) afterwhich steamboat, singsong , cab home.
acrobatic course , fun fun fun.
alvin birthday celebration at a apartment.

when disappointment comes to the top end; argument are no longer required anymore.
bear this in mind.
i wish you all the best.

hello . knock knock !

2009-11-06T23:52:00.006+08:00

money can you visit me often ?
or drop from the sky ?

so emo.
goodbye.

Acrobatic Course.

2009-11-06T23:23:00.006+08:00

learnt something new today (:
pictures speaks a million words ...

one word to describe : fun! yet tiring.

firstly .. we learn how to jugger this..

balancing and throwing ..

quite interesting.

then by this :) "dating "
didnt take any of our wonderful skill learned..
WHHAHAHAH.

love this more ...

we not so expert la.. just one stick (:

stay tune for more updates on our acrobatic course mostly every friday !
this course will last for four days ...

simply love it :)

good night world.

B U S Y .

2009-11-05T18:32:00.013+08:00

i have been so busy recently.

last week was basically just ..
school , work , tua , ah hua's wake and home .

sunday, ahhua's last day of funeral . most of us really cried till very jialat.
i don't why , i just can't stop myself from crying when i see how fragile life could be at that moment... especially when his friends from army giving the speech.. really touched my heart.
all of us really wish that he can spend more time with us till his last good-bye. well, he have got much more important things to do . so we shall be happy for him (: just like what meiyan says, as long he is happy now, we're all happy. yes, brother! you are being blessed we knew that.

at least now we know he is really in a better place...
from my buttom of my heart , am really very happy for him (:
and yes, that's not imagination for that incident -.-
(no, not got to elaborate it more, before i frighten anyone or people say im mad. HAHHA)

monday , am late for school , worst still im the first group to go for sve role play with her -.-
got so guilty becos mei wen are waiting for me and i felt so sad .. am really glad she didnt even blame me for being late. so quickly, i took a cab down.. the best part was teacher are so forgiving.. she didnt blame me and let me do it the next day. im so thankful for all this (:
appreciated guys...

tuesday was meiwen and my role play for sve .
not too bad so hope that the result will be good enough to pull up all my grades (:
yes, im working really hard now.

wednesday , the lousiest day.
never do i expect this to happen in my life...
no comment for this.
well, it was a relief to talk things out with teachers,
if only they could really understand.
jogging at night which felt much better.

thursday, have got test initially, teacher was sick and all of us was so happy!
which mean hra test was being postpond..
he is mad lor to give us test with little prepration time !
but god blessed us.. and given us more time !
hoooray!

sve lesson - helped eileen and pat for role play too.
it was fun actually.. to act with them (:

end of role play..
suddenly my phone rang, got a call from the sponsor !!!
so excited and nervous when i answered the call..
and immediately my girls and i was so so so happy~
fnn will be sponsoring us pencils and rulers for us :)

what sponsor , you must be thinking right ?
okay, it was my module- business writing skills .
and we got to learn how to write to sponsor and our beloved teacher always make our class very interesting and wants to make it a real life experience for us.. so ...

still remember the previous post i talked about the other time ? the theme party for children's that made our group won movie voucher? yes, we got to make it a real life one. got to source for sponsor and make those kids the happiest ones, with any sponsor we can get(: hooorrayyy !

hope all the sponsor could reply my email.
so we can " Make your dreams come true ... "
- its our theme name.

our hard work will definitely paid off (:
good job girls !
we shall be the best of all ..
and don't let her ( you know i know) look down on us ! yay?

OHHH LALALLALAL~

updats on SKP birthday ...

tuesday was SKP birthday.
spent it at bugis - steamboat :)
yay.. had been planning from A - Z plan ..
evensince like months ago !
everything just couldnt be on our way..
keep having problems or last min can't stick to plan till actual day ..
till ... its kind of a simple party for her on that day..
hope she wouldn't be disappoint for all we have prepared for her (:
two surprise cake for her ...
present from RA's clique (:
am really glad for them to cooperate with me also..
thought that they will put me aeroplane yet they didnt .
overall , it was an enjoyable day spent with them .

brad and i successfully smacks cake on her face :D
COOL EH!

the loveliest ladies .
open present and asked her to change. pretty dress yay?

the only group photo we have -.-

stay tune for more updates :)

night world.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED MUMMY!

2009-10-30T22:32:00.001+08:00

LWH , RIP .

2009-10-28T22:14:00.001+08:00

just imagine how things happened so sudden..

really bring us down to the really depressing state.

l-wei hua , although we are not very close to you like how ahkor are to you, but please rest in peace and you will always be remembered by every one's in YHK .

perhaps, god's have got better plan for you from above,

you will be blessed in wherever you are now...

HOTTEST :D

2009-10-28T00:52:00.009+08:00

proudly present wlm mac notice board :)

hoho..

MACDONALD'S MONOPOLY GAME !

i guess everyone has already heard of it yay ?

maybe nt all . but quite a number of you, i bet so .
clever game hor ?

good way to earn money and create awareness .

mostly all my classmate are getting so CRAZY over this!

that's how funny and cute my classmate can be...

A MILLION THANK YOU!

2009-10-28T00:27:00.012+08:00

so the love is in the air ? :D

recently i kept on receiving presents/gifts from all over ...

firstly , will be my real blood sister - elaine.
for all the cute keroppi stuff !

really shocked and happy :D

secondly , my teacher - Aunty Jo for always motivting us with her interesting lesson .
therefore, on a particular days.. we got to do a task set by her and HOHO i have won those tickets with my group members (:

thirdly , lady boss - who always motivate us with her little gifts whenever she went overseas.

fourth , my best colleagues - yu mei

really surprised ,when she gave it to me.. becos i didnt tell her that i like keroppi before and she did observes my belonging to find out i like this! and secretly bought it at malaysia for me! so sweeeet yay (:

fifth , dolphin key chain - leonard
( no pic for this *lazy , sorry )
i keep on disturbing people with that .. becos it can " make sound " here and there. it's so fun!

sixth , magnet from australia - chiu ming

seventh , keychain from saba - jess

thanks a million people!
it really brighten up my day (:

2009-10-21T23:12:00.006+08:00

hello, im back !
just got back from work.
have been working the past two days , straight after school.
sales was pretty good.
happy girl i am (:

nothing much happened .
still go to school/study as usual ,
still go to work as usual - just a little bit more this two weeks ,
still go for car practical as usual ,
still eat , sleep and shit as usual...

HAHAHHAHA . im just running out of ...
"life" to blog yay!

tomorrow there will be a class test ,
if we got the result less than 70 marks ...
we got to stay back after school with teacher everyday after lesson ends -.-
meaning to say .. we got to face that so called bias teacher for additional thirty mins IF we got less than 70 marks for that b-l-o-o-d-l-y paper tomorrow.

LALALLALALLALA~

i better get my butt of here and get prepared for it yay ?
if i really got less than 70 marks , i will really really go bang against the wall !
I PROMISSS LA ~ HAHAHHA
good luck guys !

OH YAY~ Singapore Youth Olymics Games, looks cool .

will be part of it , as volunteer !
got web pages for us to know/get more detail about the event..
which the event will be held next year August BUT they had already prepared everything now ... double cool-ness yay. actually it sounds really fun but hey.. don't expect too much as a volunteer ya.. hahahahhahaa

night world !

Malaysia Truely Asiaaaa~~~

2009-10-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

Second Malaysia trip in a week .
Graveyard + management dinner :)
dinner-ed at a seaside kampang hut ,
shopping ,
bowling and ktv-ing .

i am such a good girl that day ..
which i didnt want to touch on alcoholic at all .
(:
contented that i rejected all of them !
some even say i act only.. sad ah.
haha actually quite tempted to drink but yayyay ..
i did it !
don't want means don't want !~

then vicky drove us back ..
all the way back to singapore.
so sweeet of my manager ya !
somemore all the way back to singapore to my house!
thanks dude~

fun and a happy day with them !

monday blues...

2009-10-12T11:31:00.008+08:00

Saturday.
morning, as usual will be working at MacDonald's.
after which was homesweethome,
then by JB to yana house warming party !
her house was pretty BIG yay !

before taking a cab to our colleague house.
the four of us , beckz meng and mingsheng went to citysquare to get some bite first.
J.CO yoghurt for me and beckz :D

my love eh !
cheap cheap cheap only ~
unlike singapore so small cup already cost a bomb in my pocket liao !
YESYESYEYSYSYEYYESS!
i can't wait to go in with TEO LI LI & APPLELYNE for a decent makan+shopping day yay!

after home visit..
off to go to asena shopping mall.
nothing much lor.
sadded!
had kfc with the gang and chit chatted alot.
from work to nonsense...
wahhahahahha

enjoyable day with them !
three cheers (:

at the same day and night.
f.m gang went to night safari.
which i gave it a miss..
but heard from meiyan it was v.v.v fun.
such a pity yay!
haha.
wellwell, there will always be chances.

Sunday.
nothing much..
worked in the morning till 230pm.
surprisingly, chatted with meimei for nearly 2hours plus leh !
and so sweet of her for helping me with the notice board(:
thanks girl .
home-ed.
showered,
and slept till 9 plus and wake up for dinner.
surfed the net and.. mama asked me to watch Korea drama with her.

The Painter of the Wind.

imagine, i cried like a kids in my brother's room for almost 2hours of that show ):
really touching and sad that i just can't stop myself from crying.

ohlalalala~

HOHOHO! im going in to JB again.

this time round was company dinner with the management and graveyard crew!

i better go get changed and prepared for later meeting yay.
have to go consult doc and get a mc also.. and believe it anot! that was my boss idea to let me claim under company so i can join them for this company's outing!

wonder, how was first day school for the rest ?
i miss them, but not the books and lesson.
and i just realise that my classmates are all un-friendly people!
i didnt tell anyone except meiwen that im not going to school.
nobody even sms to concern abit one..
even my ladies also ):
how sad ah! eeyer.
why ah...

alright.
im thinking too much maybe.
gonna have fun still ask people to care.
siao right !

on top of that,
skp also MIA liao ..
date her out must book in advance liao now.
nobody to blame.
who ask me so weak , bf always at taiwan !!!
*laughs*

.....

tata!

stay tune for more updates from JB trip later on...

workaholic.

2009-10-09T21:17:00.011+08:00

oh yay. friends always called me a workaholic..
so that will be the title for today (:
happy ?

yesterday at work was crazy.
we took duper many photos :)

above photos was me and my colleague meiyi.
we eat, crazy, laugh, joke and play together everyday at work!
wahhahahhaa.
just love to work with her so much.. so does she yay!

so.. i start to do stupid faces to make her laugh non-stop..
very funny . ahaha

seriously , you don't see she so small size okay!
the amount each day she ate was very very powerderful ..
hahaha. so envy them .. eat how much also not fat one. not like me..
ate more, fats more ):

ohhlalala, unhappy aside.
after work, trained to cck then cab-ed up to farmart for tua's meeting.

camera just can't stop snapping eh.. wahhahaa

threesome. nono plus all the pekpek behind was..
countless. (:
beware YHK this three ladies !!!

the nerdy-wanna be gang !!

yayyay.. look at this :D:D:D

cute lil rayan :D
seems like, my earphone were too big for him. HAHA.

then homesweethome at about 1am ?

as for today..
nothing much..
cab to timah for star's meeting.
and there goes my meeting pay -.-
...
just so tired to travel by mrt man.
so decided to pamper myself ,by taking cab lor.
the uncle was very friendly and nice also :)

Sis's will be doing her conversion tmr already.
i wish and hope for the best for her (:

October is here.
and nov haven even come..
WOWWOWWOW!
there comes my decemeber schedule already !!

December will be such a busy month for me.

exams/test mid nov-early dec ?
tua's anniversary 4-6 dec
Taiwan family trip 23-28dec ( no xmas in sg this year , OHHooo.. )
sis's solemnisation and wedding party 13,20 or 21 dec.
car license - TP (hopefully)
newyear countdown

just another two more days.. school is going to start.
just like, at a blink of eyes.. one month had passed just like that ..):
god bless our out coming modules and me pls .
let me have a smooth year ahead pls ! ?

this few days..
keep having a very weird feeling which really made me felt so uneasy.
why is it so ?

pillar of strength , where are you ?

i'll need some strength to pull through too. tq.

p.s // am missing redders and camp very very much now ):

am missing my shuai shuai also ! *especially for skp :)*

night world.

RED HOT HOT !!!!!

2009-10-06T21:40:00.022+08:00

OH YAY!
popular demand for me to update my blog ~
hahaha. especially skp , keep on pestering me to update.
OHHH.. so shy!

actually im kind of lazy to blog la.. that's why~ wahahhaha

hmmm.. where should i start from ?
CAMP?

FOUR DAY THREE NIGHT LEADERSHIP BLAZE CAMP WAS JUST AWESOME !!!
indeed enjoyed myself with the group i'm with :)
REDDERS ROCK MY SOCKSSSSSS~
HIP HIP HOOORAY !

My camp was at Sarimbun Scout Camp.
28th September - 1st October 2009

First day there was really abit weird as there were not many familiar faces in my group that i was dispatch to..
wenny and jessica was separated from me, how sad ah..
but after some introduction and all.. YES!YES!YES..
everyone just got so well tgt and yeah.. my group redders was the BEST !:)
first thing first, when we reach the camp site was to pitch the tent.
bright hot sun .. OHMYGOD!

ahaha whatever, we still helped each other pitch..
lunch then interaction session.

then here comes our first activity together as a group !
RAFT BUILDING.
was being divided into two groups..
challenge each other see which can reach the trainer first and whose one can raft ..
hoho.. fun fun fun !
everyone really put in a lot of effort yeah :)

next ..

the type chain.
was the most unforgettable one because my team didnt give up anyone of us despite , there was this girl wanted to give up and keep falling down.. we still encourage one another to finish it..
my group really impressed me alot :) love you guys !

then by ... CHALLENGE VALLEY! aka MILO VALLEY.
hooooohooo.. this was really cool eh..

afterwhich was shower, dinner, ...

for us, the first session of giving out food :)

prepare for campfire songs and performance...
i must say, there was actually some disagreement here and there which really made the whole group become really low .. till the whole session end , we still yet come out with a decision.

de-brief, supper, washup then lights off.

first night was always a torture ya?
my whole team-mates can't get into sleep as there was this "un-invited guests" in our tent that occupied almost half of our tent space.
worst still, they keep snoring ):

mid-night rain somemore..
haiyo.. so cold.
and stupid me never bring sleeping bags..
lucky my friendly tent-mate are willing to share with me:)

have to wake up and be ready by 7am.
WORST!
first thing in the morning was.. PT-.-
MORNING PHYSICAL TRAINING.
about 2km run ..
haiyoooooo~
no choice.. so ran ran ran.
yes.. without stopping.
so contented with myself actually:)
afterwhich was breakfast,interation ...
then was games all the way..

(NO PHOTOS FOR ALL THE ACTIVITIES, SORRY)

meuse - leadership philosophy
key punch - ethical leader
lunch-ed
mine field - articulating a vision
whale watch - building a team.

lazy to elaborate it more ya...
HAHAHHAHA

shower then dinner,

session two of giving out food :)

interaction, then by preparation for day 3 the map and compass reading.
trainer taught us how to read and so on and on ..

while waiting for trainer to teach us group by group..

we will snap snap snap non-stop.. wahahahahah

my xiao di was the one wearing red :)

cute hor ? hahahhaa he and his broccoli story.

then was practice for cheers..
am glad to say we sort out everything and come out with a decision for our cheers and performance. great job guys ~

debrief, supper, washup then lights out !

this time round.. jessie and me.. heyhey went to another tent to zzz..
but haiyo.. gt problem again.
so we was sleeping at the canteen.
COLD LIKE HELL.
but better than never sleep at the tent ...
was really happy and made quite a few good friends at the canteen group that we slept with :)
so nice of them :)
so we chatted till quite late and fell asleep.
hahahaha.

our beautiful canteen bed -.- wahhahahaha

630am wokeup.
prepared and have breakfast.
safety briefing then to LAND EXPEDITION.
walk for don't know how many KILOMETERS!
yes.. im not joking.
walk and walk non-stop using the map and compass only.
we got to use the map and compass to find clue .. total of seven station !
everyone was really exhausted by the time we got to the fifth station.
but we still walk and continue as a group without giving up :)well done redders :)

afterwhich was lunch,
then rock climbing , challenge rope course, then by kayaking !
FUN FUN FUN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
must really thanks Jessie for her long track pants if not .. haha i can't play those elements already!
xie xie ni :)

rock climbing was just so-so for me.

most lovin it one was the challenge rope course.

HIGH ELEMENTS! my leg was really shaking lor.. but i keep telling myself i can do it.. and YES.. i did it quick and smooth :) even the trainer say im good. so happy :)

yes i did it for the highest one on the right ... the one like stairs one..

afterwhich kayaking. LOVE IT TOO!
pair with hairi .. he guide me and i guide him..
must be very cooperative to keep the kayak going ya.
we did it so well yay! clap clap for us ~

trainer even showed us capsule ...
wow woow woow.. really impressive i tell you!

we are the last group to kayak so we got to move from the beach to our camp site.
very heavy ah..
but everyone just so united and help each other to get through it :)
and wash the kayak tgt .. so fun to play the water and wash together..
then the group of malay guys make the whole session even interesting by keep shouting like selling kuah.. so funny yet fun.

enjoyed very very much :)

washup, dinner..
yes.. here comes the CAMP FIRE!!!!!

shout and cheer like nobody business..
just LOVE the atmosphere so so much :D:D:D

he is my ahdey :)

powederful part was.. when all the groups have finished their cheers and performance..
all cheers and performance was just so so so awesome! especially our group the imran = SPLIT KING.. really entertaining :) our trainer were so proud of us. becos the cheers and performance we did was really beyond expectation .. three cheers for us yay :)
and there comes the " THE NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG, LET'S DANCE"
for the very first time in my camp we are can enjoy r&b songs and dance like mad sia..
the campfire site was our dance floor.. so cool .
dance dance dance..
and jess and me when to canteen to have our rest already.
too tired to continue mad with them already.
hahahahhahaha
back to canteen and chit chat with team members..
so enjoyable ..
and fareez just can't stop his acting.
so funny ... laugh non-stop.
then we came out with the hand sign that the three of us see each other will do..
so cute.

afterwhich was washup , debrief, supper, light off .
while doing the reflection and my thoughts in our booklet..
guess what did i wrote ?

im very happy today.
love the group,
love the kayaking,
love the team,
love the dance!

to tired to elobrate it , so sorry and don't scold me okay.. wahhahaha

then when i hand in to trainer..
he laughed and say you ah..
then pass to my another trainer to see.
and they wrote well done.
WHAHAHHAHA
i was really laughing like mad by then.

alot to write la.. but just too tired to pen down.
so sorry my beloved trainer.
whahahhahahaha
so yeah.. look at my thoughts and reflection in my blog ya ?
more than enough right ?
hehehe.

overall, this camp was really a thumbs up :)
yes, at first i really wish that the camp can end quickly but.. when we really know our group members everything just changed..
the fun that we have been together this four days was really incredible fabulous !

also, i met almost all of my objective for this camp :)
and many new friends made ...

even have got new ah dey & xiao di ..
so fun to have them around :)

last day was totally shag just in the morning itself..

after breakfast, break camp..

camp debrief , student feedback..

un-pitch the tent was a nightmare !

rain somemore.. everyone was totally wet yet have to do it so nicely and dry back for them (:

redders just did a great job yay!

am so proud of my red team.

unlike other group , after the rain all ran except redders still stay on to help..

you guys just rocksssssss!!!!!!!

let trainer sign nyaa booklet and received cert from school ..

then bid goodbye and took last two photos with them!

lunched kfc at west mall with a few ..
chit chatted and trained home :)

i miss home so much!
especially family !!!!!!!!!

also my beloved friends la ..

showered,
rested awhile,
surf the net ,
dinner-ed and off to farmart - meeting with the rest :)

actually quite tired already.. but just miss them so much!
so i went up :)
hehehehehehehehhe

thats all for now!
stay tune for more updates :)

am tired now.
goodnight!

another NEW week ...

2009-09-22T22:56:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA READERS!

cool , it was double pay ytd at macdonalds..
YESYES.. who don't love double pay yay ?
$9/hr you know!
and my BESTEST boss ~ let me work = do nothing for whole seven hours :)
wahhahahah! and lagi best? work with peiyi and eileen !

ohhlalallaa~~~
then headed home straight after work..
preapred , meiyan then came to fetch me and apple ..
so it was a night spent at night safari !!!
with apple,frog,meiyan,seng and rayan :)
there was this Cultural Performances that really made us weeee all the way!
Hailing from the rainforests of Borneo, the Thumbuakar Tribe will perform tribal dances, blowpipe demonstrations and fire-eating displays!
photos will be uploaded , once m.y send it to me :)
stay tune !
overall , enjoyed my night with them ~
afterwhich was farmart for meeting..
adult talking .. me and ryan just be good , seat there watch tv and play game.
almost felt asleep but ryan keep asking me how to play my itouch that don't allow me to sleep):
12 plus then meeting finished. SO SLEEPY~~
that ahkor even asked me why am i so silent today.. hahaha
sorry ah no lor-li today. only lor-soh~ whahahhaha
*lame* this is a inside joke la..

HOHO.. today was my off day ~
sweet. i spent it with family :)
deposit my coins into the bank first,
then to limbang to buy things with mum ..
bought number of buns for family too!
YES, i paid for all :) guai right ?
whahahahhah...
homesweethome.

surfed the net :)
ate dinner and hear mummy talking about her past stories that touch my heart and really..
mummy is strongest mum i have ever seen !
MUM, i know you are not reading my blog..
but i just wanna tell the whole world!
im really very proud of you !

OH YAY YAY !
when the clock its twleve..
its my darling SIAO EH BIRTHDAYYYYY~

firstly , shall be a birthday song :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIAO EH ~~~
HHHHAAAAAAPPPPPYYYYY BBBBIIIRRRTTHHHDDAAYY TO YOU!

and here are something specially for you love :)

* cry pls *

wahhahahah

alright, gonna go Sims 3 for now..
night world :)

im doing fine and good.

2009-09-20T01:06:00.007+08:00

ohhh lalalalalala~
am really BUSY
YES, that's the word.

just got my NEW TIME TABLE !
hoorraaayyy~ so lovin it.
there are early release timing :D
ohhh oooo~ nt to say it so early..
becos anything will happen when school haven starts.

too tired to update .
stay tune , till my next off day:)
goodnight world!

didnt expect that my first thought was you, again.
hmm , that's really bad.

A day under the Sun with the ladies....

2009-09-16T00:12:00.020+08:00

basically , my Holiday was awesome.
everyday was planned nicely ..
love it to the max !

yesterday was a day spent with the clique at marina barrage :D
picnic = w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l
just that the weather was abit naughty..
it was extremely HOT like chili padi -.- HAHHA

home cooked food from eileen was yummy-lious !
packed food from fengyu and meiwen was thumbs up too :)
as for me.. tibits was all i know .. WHAHAHHAHA

pictures will do rest of the talking for me :)

aftermath, homesweethome
next meet up shall be mahjong or swimming session?
EILEEN OR FENG YU , u shall organise :) whahahahahhaha

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another off day for today.
slept till about 2pm...
planned to go for car lesson and play game for the whole day.
and YESSSSI YESSI .. i did that for the whole TODAY.
it can be so relax to just sit infront of the computer to play my game whole day long :)
i know , it isnt good for my eyes..
but games are just so addictive ..
and since nobody jio me out so i just play and play till now..
WHAHHAHAHAH.

will resume back to work tmr :)
goodnight world !

it will be alright.
nothing will happen.
JY all the daddies.

unbelievable!

2009-09-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

how much do you need to pay for a breadtalk bread?

can you believe it ?

i bought two breadtalk bread for just 20 cents in total !

YES!

Singtel sent me that msg.. and at first i thought it was unreal..

BUT to my surprise.. IT WAS FOR REAL MAN!

piang eh.. SO CHEAP !

my colleague also don't believe it at first.. so i went down to breadtalk and give it a try..

eh can sia..

and we got so high over it.. and non-stop laughing at the bread ...

HAHHAAH

and the siao-char-bo colleague im with , even called other outlet to HAO LIAN our 10 cents breadtalk bread!

joyful.

2009-09-11T13:06:00.009+08:00

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Guess where am I now?
Hoho.. Working lor where else can I be right-.- haha
Will be working here at bishan newbie most of the weekdays,
Weekend will be at marina square newbie:) from this week onwards...

Love my itouch even more! As long as there is wireless.
I can online anytime, anywhere with my touch!
Just like now.. I'm using it to post this :)
Cos Work was too bored:(
Lucky I gt my love :):)

Oh ya I didn't mention yet right?
It's OFFICIALLY holiday now!!!!
Hoohoohoo:D
Sad note,exam result will not turn out well :(
My poa and bse was seriously very badly done that, I can't imagine how bad I will score ..
Yes, hope for the best.
I got to believe in myself I can do it!
Result will be out on the 1st Oct , which is children's day!
It be the best gift ever as I'm still a children!!! *laughs*

Well back to usual update...
after last paper .. Meet up apple..
Straight away, i went to buy the wanted long ago game..The Sims 3!
With second brother sponsored me 20 dollars for my game:)
The game is so expensive :( thought not very much from kor but really appreciate it alot!
Not yet to explore finish the game.. Got to do so probably on my off day!
Yippi!

Wednesday was ahbee 18th birthday:)
Had my car prac at 12 afterwhich uncle let my drove home.
That day car prac was the worst.
Forget it.. Gt to be strong and get the hang of it!
I will not give up! Jy ssn!

Home to play sims3 first .
Kevin fetched me, lot one first..
Then to farmart :)
Slacked awhile then go meiyan house fold paper.
Folded slacked ate kfc:)
meiyan then drove skp and me to ahbee cousin house for her birthday celebration! :)

Fun hanging around with bestest childhood friends:):)
Took photos, chit chat, cut cake session & etc
Aftermath marvis house :)
Slacked, play with e kids ...
Then back to meiyan hse.. Watch tv and fold paper :)

All the way till 2 or 3 plus.. then skp and me chatted and explore our camera till 4 am.. Powerful right..
To be frank, I thought we will not like last time anymore but she still will chat till so carefree and without hiding our real feeling between each other.. Well that's good?this is only my opinion, maybe she got diff point of view.idk
oh well Then zzzzz at Ryan's room..
Meiyan then drove us back early in the morning :)
Prepared then off to work for me..

My hands are tired after typing so much.. Should be touching. Haha
That's all for now :)

Stay tune for photos.

almost there.

2009-09-08T13:10:00.004+08:00

currently still rotting at home.

estimated about 4 more hours to H-O-L-I-D-A-Y !

YAYNESS :D

POA paper.

please don't be too hard to score A okay ?

your credit super extremely high leh !

bless me pls :)

well, im almost done with the revision.

Profit and Loss
Petty Cash Book
Balance Sheet
Bank Rec

checked.

can or cannot make it .. shall see later on !

my going-to-run-out-of-memory brain .. pls do not be naughty and blank out later on !

this paper is very important to me !~

soooo...

HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

Party tonight anyone?

2009-09-07T23:34:00.006+08:00

can you believe that holiday was just one day away from now ?
holy shit ! im haven even started my revision for that suckiest module tmr ):
POA!
grant me with all the A's la god !
i bet, god will not even bother to help me if im gonna nua here
without working hard myself now ):
okay, its getting so random now !!
i better get my butt off here and start mugging hard like a cow :D
MOOOOO MOOOO~

GOOD LUCK TO ALL :D

; ssn .

2009-09-06T15:11:00.001+08:00

"People cannot prove themselves in times of peace, only in trouble when you realize who your friends really are."

Sat gone.

2009-09-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

peiyi's first day at wlm mac.
worked with her ,
homed,
yt mac to study,
siaoeh's house visit ,
yt mac to meet mac gang ,
slacked,
home sweet home.

tired.
sleep.

E X A M S B L U E S ?

2009-09-02T23:57:00.010+08:00

frankly, just a little something i can get really happy ...
i don't need anything expensive :)

little something from my cliques that really brighten up my day :)
didnt went pizza with them on monday ..
yet they still remember to buy it for me as the 3 of my girls have one..
so without forgetting me , they bought it for me !
to use it during class and outcoming class chalet!
so sweeeeet hor ?
love you girls :)
MUACKKKKKKK! <3

^ so must that i want myself to stay focus..

look at my motivation to study ? found it? .. -.-

well, didnt really help me much actually ):

NOT THIS WAY!
school was getting no where now ...
i really don't know why.. are we not studying real hard this sem?
is it too difficult or are we getting too lazy ?
doubts.
why ah!
i didn't want to see myself regretting not studying well... serious.
but i just can't get myself to focus !
HATE MYSELF !!!!!!!!
Business environment !
Principal of Accounts !
OHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~
this MONDAY AND TUESDAY !!!
sure chui already la !
i don't wanttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!
i don't wanttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!
i don't wanttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!

I NEED TO DESTRESS !

im going for a jog now.

tata!

MOVIES.

2009-09-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

mid night movie with leonard & co on friday night :)
rated 3.5 popcorn !
think 3D will be best to watch with ~
but no time to travel that far ya ):

tuesday , school holiday was spent watching UP with ahbee and girlgirl :)
cute and funny.. but not as touching as what my friend had said ya..
overall still recommended to watch.
3.55 popcorn !

that's all for today.
tata!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

2009-08-31T22:38:00.004+08:00

had skipped the whole afternoon class especially for this special day of all teachers ya.
didnt tell Miss Eng about it .. as i know she will nag like a real mum eh..
hehhehee :)

HAPPY TCHER'S DAY , MISS ENG!

& there goes our beloved miss eng conversion with mr nathan on the phone ...
misseng : where are you nathan ? our babies is back !

overheard that , that made siaoeh and me got so high over it ! wahhaha
but sad to say Mr Nathan have already left school by then.
uh heh always that fast ya! laughs*

well, didnt spend a lot of time with miss eng though.. cos she got to rush to ntu after school.
so as promised from her , we are gonna open chalet for our beloved 2007 four-one class :)
will probably do the planning with her soon :) date shall be comfirmed.

and after regent was home first to get changed ..
headed to yewtee for our lunch :)
chit chatting & photo taking session..
those monsters are really powderful ..
took over 100 pics using my baobei cam!
wellwell.. no complaints but to upload it for them :)
* interested ? just login to fb acc to view *

a lovely day spent with them i could say.
can't wait for more gathering ya !

remember to keep in contact okay guys ?

OUR NEW TRADEMARK! TM

life can be good :)

2009-08-30T23:54:00.012+08:00

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TAIWAN IM COMING !!! WAIT FOR MEEEEEE :)
TAIWAN TOUR HAS BEEN BOOKED !
its a confirm that im flying on the 23rd DECEMBER 2009 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLUS!!!!!~ ohhhh lalala.. first time that im not celebrating x'mas in Singapore ~
ALSO, am flying to phuket next year March with my beloved Mac gang ~~~

LALALALA~ can you imagine how happy im now ?
on a side note , money was such a big issue to me now..
i shall seriously EARN HARD during my long one month holiday ya :)

basically today was just so AWESOME :D

Nastas Fair was pretty a good experienced .
went there , you will not regret !

^ FREEEEEEEBBBIIEESSS THAT WE GOT !

alright , forgive me for that auntie look of mine ):

well well..free gifts was just so much that you can't imagine it ...
from cheapest wet tissue, ricola sweets , coke zero .. to over $300 dinning voucher..

powderful the many !
and the serivce was goody goody good !

mummy and family loves it too :)

yayness not a wasted trip! both thumbs up pls ~~~

and guess what? my mum said after the booking ?

hmm.. next year we shall come here again to book for our japan trip..

YES! for the WHOLE FAMILY again ~~~ LALLALALLLA!
just hope that everything went smoothly and nicely for this year december trip first!

my family was the best .
daddy drove me to yishun after our booking without complaining that im so troublesome :)

* loves loves *

dinner @ North Point with boss and managers.
long john first ,
after which was dessert at swensen !

yummy yummy :)
lastly, starbucks for chatting session .
home sweet home :)

2009-08-28T00:28:00.001+08:00

OFA Exam was CRAP.
able to finishit but still, i find it very crap!
hope there don't goes my "A"

visiting breadon at hospital later..
serious accident -.-
well, get well soon friend !

2009-08-27T21:50:00.003+08:00

dream 1.
a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.

oh so thats how sweet my dream can be :)
Dreams are still DREAM.
how much i wanted it to be real .
seems like its far far impossible.

OFA FINAL EXAM tomorrow !
all the best people :)

2009-08-26T11:57:00.005+08:00

http://www.beauty-pie.blogspot.com/
( click to link )

can anybody just buy everything from there ?
i will LOVE you many many by doing that so !
nt all la .. jk nia .. just one , i also happy la :D
hahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahha

i say STOP IT !

2009-08-25T21:49:00.013+08:00

naughty not naughty you tell me ?
HAHAHA
as planned , my clique of girls didn't go to school together today..

seng siong with daddy and mummy was "Thumbs UP" !

bought my favourite cracker , chocolate, jelly and etc etc ..

hehehe. so lalalalalala the happy :)

when am i able to get my car license , i wonder ?

im getting so impatient with myself ):

goodnight world.

p/s: with me around anot, i think it doesn't matter much too.

Mood getting better :D

2009-08-24T22:09:00.005+08:00

COB meeting exam base was awesome!
our group really did a great job that i am really so happy about .
you know, at least something that really cheer me up .
though the meeting doesn't carry a lot of marks .
but still , im really contented about what teacher had remarked on our group!
good job guys~ left with presentation to go :)
all the best yay !

on the other note, i spent $14 on unnecessary cab fare to school today.
overslept again -.-
was really so worried at that point of time,
but im glad that my CA didn't mark me down .
although i was already late for about half an hour!
even surprise to hear her saying " haiyo , so expensive ah the cab fare .. shouldn't have take cab ma "
that really gave me a relief ..
thanks god !

all lesson seems to be ending fast today .
i like :)

eileen wasn't feeling well .. kind of strong headache.
and that ridiculous ofa teacher don't allow her to go back home to rest still ask her continue with her work -.-
so eileen asked me to go down with her to get panadol , STILL HE DON'T ALLOW !
wtf right ? so i was so pissed and smsed our ca to get help ..
still , eileen was only able to left after his lesson ..
why got such teacher want huh ?
sickening shit !

POA exam base - Facts Accounts was perfectly well done.
all correct with no mistakes :)
after which , helped the rest ...
had a small lunch with girls ..
chit chatted then homesweet home by bus .
till , reached cck interchange im still asleep -.-
waked up by a small lady ..
thanks so much man, unlike those that didnt even bother to give a helping hand by waking me up.. so bad!

im behaving so unusual recently ..
always fall asleep in train or bus whenever i have got space to sit ..
jia lat de ~

well , night people !
(:

2009-08-23T18:53:00.004+08:00

OHHH MYYY~~~
its so nice to sleep till weeee hours man !
so shiok !

complete my COB meeting file for tmr .

complete all the POA revision paper * if possible*

jogging

pack school bag

tata!

2009-08-22T17:30:00.001+08:00

TWO DAYS OFF !

Eco Energy Auditors @ South West CDC .
was fun with the team i am with :)
as early as 815am , got to report to campus .
debrief , then school bus to the destination .

many blocks, many unit we got to go ..
yay yay .. we did with no complaints :)

i think there is no need for me to explain what's the program all about ya ?
photos speaks louder than words yeah :)

wenny really love my cam

and keep on zi lian-ing non stop eh ..

HAHAHAH somemore while we are explaining -.-

the really nice sir that was with us the whole event :)

even treat us drinks !

thank you sir :)

yes, at the beginning we afraid that ppl might chase us off lor..

you know people always think that ,there is no free lunch what..

where gt so good thing right ? when we knock their door then gt free light to install for them ..

but we manage to explain clearly and manage to convince them :)

mostly all the units we went seems interested and didnt chase of us..

was really contented with the result we have got .

3 cheers for us !

looking forward to 12 sept whereby we are going to their home to do a interviews and fix a date for the installation :)

ended at around 12 plus .. and guess what ?

my ezlink was lost by then ): so careless !

didnt get really awakes but just abit sad becos i just top up my card ..

lucky i still have got a extra adult ezlink , that come in handy ya ..

argg..

hungry like a hungry ghost when the programme officially ended ..

had dinner at clementi with the girls ..

chatted a lot with jessica ..

pretty nice one :)

single still rocks i believe .

hehe.

reached home.

due to friday , i went to farmart to fold paper till late night .. and today the fun yet tiring program..

was really so tired that i can't stop myself from sleeping !

HHAHHAA

thought after the 1 hour sleep could be enough, was wrong..

get even tired when i was awake -.-

but was irritate by phone calls.. so no choice have to drag myself up to shower..

end up everything was a waste.

should have sleep all the way and not waking up lor..

becos something happened that totally spoiled my mood .

although how much i feel like going to enjoy it with them.. but i never.

not going doesn't mean you are 100 percent correct ,

just that i feel that if i go, i have to put fake face to everyone as if nothing had happened before.

i dont like .

well, no point elaborate more in case someone gonna find fault with me again.

just want to tell you .

you might be right that my attitude not everyone can take it .

but if nobody ever do something to make me , i don't think i will for nothing attitude someone.

just go and think about it yourself also.

did i attitude you when i long asked you to keep properly the bday folder ? but you didnt even bother to place it at a safer place. do you know how much effort in that booklet ? you say i do wrong i didnt say sorry.. did you when you realise that the booklet was threw by your sister?

did you even say a thank you or sorry whenever i helped you or you did something wrong too?

don't expect anything from others , if you yourself doesn't set a good example also.

did i angry for nothing when im just being nice to console you and you say what my job benefit comes easily etc that really piss me off ..

so much so much ..

all those disappointment prove to me that all my efforts , care , concerns , helping you up to defend it all was such a waste . how much i wanna prove them wrong was just getting no where.

maybe you don't even bother at all ... you will think i also never ask you to do .. act smart for what.. its okay. nothing can stop your thinking .

everyone changes, thats how scary human being can be ..

im glad we was once so good before. that shall be kept.

from today onwards , i will never interfere anything anymore. i felt so stupid now.

losing a friend or not i don't think matter you that much also.

maybe just a normal hi bye friend will be enough.

2009-08-22T02:38:00.001+08:00

didnt go seng mama birthday party ..
so i stayed home to open the flower .
mission accomplished :)

requested for supper afterwhich!
yayness.. bro really drove me out for supper at gerlang sia !

gerlang for frog prroidge .

YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY!

bro even let me drove a little !

COOL ~ LOVE IT :D

afterwhich bought beancurd :P

then headed to eddie workplace ..

super high!

homesweethome.

enjoyed with my siblings :)

TODAY, the starts of Seven Month ...

2009-08-20T21:15:00.010+08:00

Basically , this whole week was as busy as any other week ..
exams was just around the corner.
soon will be the long awaited H O L I D A Y !
yayness ! i can't wait any longer!

next friday will be OFA final exam paper.
the following week by week , monday - bse final exam (killer) & tuesday Poa final exam (killer)

yaya, greatly appreciated for all the help from ahmeng, weikiang , sister and boss for guiding me with my bse assignment that almost burst me into tears whenever im doing it .. and boss for allowing me to do it during work time ~ thanks ppl :D

oh well.. recently ssn just don't feel alright .
which i think was becos of the deadlines , exams & friendship problem...etc etc..
that add on and on non-stop , just like free flow ..which really gonna drive her nuts..
so forgive her if she is crazy or emotional :)

am missing this two soulmate - i should call that .
can times just turn back to how we use to be ?
hmm.. no la.. nt saying all of us didn't meet each other anymore.
just that .. ya when everyone have grown up , ppl changes ..
everyone's has got their own life.. ya this and that you know ?
so everyone just tend to draft apart.

peiyi .. the one that we use to share so much , so much..

the roller blading days,
the gossips days ,
the fish balls days ,
the drinking days ,
the studying days ,
the supper - pay out - u treat i treat session ,
the cycling days ,
the macdonalds days ,
the jian fei tgt days

on and on of good old days..

and ben kor for always being there for me when he isn't at army now.
i must say he is really a extremely good brother i have .
unlike any other guys that will only do things for purpose/reason ..
ya you know what i meant ?
well , quite sad that i can't have that anymore ...
how can i be so selfish to trouble anyone when he can just come out for two days right..
so bad..

just wanna tell .. it was always good that someone was just a call away whenever you need someone to bring you out to chill , relax without keep asking you what had happened .. this and that .. ya ?
yes , thats my goody goody good brother ben !

just like recently.. can say.. i was kind of mentally breakdown a few times..
if anyone did realise.. though i didnt say anything to anyone abt everything..
so on a particular day, when i was looking through my phonebook .. was so desperate to get out to have some fun or a place to chill .. but..sad to say, there was actually no more soul mate i can turn to anymore..

come to think about it .. there were just too many fake and scary people in the world.
that i will rather shut my mouth up.

bad days comes, bad days goes..

i hope that everything will be ok soon ..

ssn wouldnt say die so easily.
it was just the bad times of her life now.
no worries, im pretty ok to conqure it myself !

night world !

p/s : love the songs? I LOVE IT.. and can't stop repeating it ! HAHHAA

2009-08-20T17:20:00.001+08:00

meet up with jess after school .
chatted alot ..
and HAHAHA.. all those on the table was actually mine !
don't know why .. i have craving for all :X
WHAHAHHAHA
:D

when i got home,
lil surprise from sister...
all from japeness market .
becos she know im stressful recently.
so sweet :)

yes, definitely it brighten up my day with the bites :D
xie xie !

is this normal ?

2009-08-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

am so depressed that i feel like pubb-ing and ktv-ing now .
perhaps, drink and get high a little (:

it was a day, full with joy.

2009-08-15T21:26:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED DADDY!

LOVE you many many ♥♥♥

simply just look at how happy daddy was ... definitely made my day.

thanks ben kor for riding me to buy the daddy's bday cake.

thanks meiyan, ahseng and skp for joining us for the steamboat session.
thanks god for giving me so many nice people, in this scary world.

2009-08-13T19:21:00.002+08:00

everyone has got its limit.
it will be the full stop of all .
don't regret ; goodbye.

2009-08-12T19:29:00.001+08:00

school were really stressful now.
i hate it ..
extremely hate it ):
i don't know how to do my bse assignment ,
i don't know how to start my cob assignment ,
even my poa are driving me nuts ! ,
somehow, i have no confident in my studies ):
im so sad .
utterly sad ):

how ? why ?

why things are not getting any better ...

2009-08-11T19:24:00.000+08:00

after school diaso with eileen was a nice one :)

all so nice and cheap..

due to the pocket downturn ,

we kept on put in basket..

and consider again and again..

put back , take back :X

so end up..

i bought 3 items,

she bought 5 items .

HHAHAHAHAHAH

WE LOVE ALL OUR BUYS .

2009-08-08T21:07:00.011+08:00

i have to agree that my english really sucks big time.
till , i felt that im so stupid sometimes.
at a point, i feel like typing down how i feel and what my thoughts all about ,
but the next moment, i don't know how to explain it all in words .

was always reading this blogger blog .
i felt that ,what she is blogging really somehow simliar to what im thinking ..
interesting actually..
that can find someones have the same feelings, thoughts and etc la .. as me.

Fate brings people together.
Strangers to Friends.
Friends to Lovers.
Lover to Friends.
And finally back to Strangers.

agreed ?

this few days of lack of sleep was such a killer .
my mind just can't stop bloody stop thinking abt --- today and that, sucks big time .
i always tend to think alot when im lack of sleeps ): seiouse case !

work was late for an hour .
btw this was my STAR official uniform ..

thats my kuku's colleague that seriously looked like ahkor's - farmart :)

when i first met him , i still thought maybe he is my friend's brother -.-"

official name tag was received tday too (: happy!

event for today ?

singapore flat colouring paper was given to the kids (:

as well as balloon crafting was made for them .

cute little twin (:

they happy , i happy :)

worked from 10-4pm .

after work was car prac ..
to be frank, i did so badly and gt scolded quite a lot of times for the very first time tday -.-
think becos i was too tired plus my heart wasn't in a learning mood .
keep anyhow think! jialat de .. why ah ?

on a happier note .
had lots of fun this whole weeks ,
full of event be it day or night ...
esp, with my outside mummy , daddy & meimei :) laughs.
*inside joke*

monday was school usual .
eileen housed ,
car prac ,
homed .

tuesday - mc
went to wlm mac get the kitties for seng's,

ahseng's then treated my boss and managers for dinner as a token of appreciate for the whole set of kitties that was not out to public at all (:

afterwhich was dinner and pub-ed with bosses and managers.
but i didnt drink becos still unwell, good girl ya (:
then, up to farmart .

wednesday -mc
meet up with siaoeh's .
headed to lot one .
waited for skp , met one crazy guy at cck station -.-
then up farmart .
dinner with all of them ..

helped , slacked , chatted .
homesweethome.

thursday ,
school first ,
homed ,
changed ,
then up to farmart
got ban gong .
seng's drove all of us out to buy dinner :)
bought cake for ahlong's also.
Happy 22th Birthday!

helped , slacked , chatted .

homesweethome.

friday was national day celebration in school .

late for nearly 2 hrs -.-

but i still went , cos of my retake my poa paper * cos i was on mc *

after finished ... back to class to celebrate national day with them ..

teached classmates the pub games 007 that cleark had tought us (:

fun fun fun .. this time round loser got to go outside of class and shout I LOVE SINGAPORE!

hahhahah~ enjoyable.

after school while waiting for skp to reach school with my packet food , was at staff's room chatting with 2 of my classmates and teacher . a nice one (:

cca after school to sarah home's to visit/celebrate with those ahma's & ahgong's
do some chit chatting and crafting with them (:

afterwhich was lot one to print my boss photos for the sat meeting ,

met meiyan and seng ,

dinner-ed at yewtee point ,

seng left for some urgent matter ,

so skp and i acc meiyan mummy to seek doc for mc .

after that they come my house ,

look at my photos albums while i went to shower :)

chit-ed, onlin-ed .. etc ..

then seng daddy came to fetch us ..

lot one for movie !

and before the show starts.. meiyan mummy was the winner !

for less than $30 bucks she got her JACPOT loves !

power hor!

the lovely couple..

plus the two fake daughter of the night :D:D:D:D:D

imagine throughout the whole night outs ,

skp and i keep on mummy and daddy here and there..

so fun and they love it too, HHAHAHA (:

my ahsot youngest sister in the house!

wellwellwell ..

where got ghost movie i rated it 3.5 popcorns :)

quite funny than scary.

alright, my eyes r so gonna close liao.

goodnight world!

imy idiot !

2009-08-08T19:56:00.001+08:00

could you grant that wish of mine ?

only you could .

thoughts.

2009-08-04T15:33:00.003+08:00

Being sick will lead you to depression ?

i hate to feel pain .
i hate to spend my money on medical fee .
i hate to borrow money from people .
i hate mummy naggy at me, that i only know how to spend money .
i hate the feeling of nobody understand me at all .

i even feel like quitting school and find a job to work now ..
so i wouldn't complain that i have got no money .
so i wouldn't let anyone nag at me .

suckiest feeling .
go far far away from me pls ):

My New Friend * TEO LEE LEE *

2009-08-03T22:14:00.005+08:00

went to teo lee lee * exchange student from taiwan * house for the very first time !
which made me so excited :D:D:D

bye .

hectic week has ended ?

2009-08-02T16:04:00.007+08:00

what a hectic week .
just a short summary , i shall off to my beautiful bed that was waiting for me (:

monday - friday
sch as usual .

wednesday - car practical.

friday ~ class bonding * amazing race @ chinese garden . ( nt bad )

~ back to school for CCA bonding . ( fun fun )

whole day of running and having fun under the sun was tired yet shiock!!! :)
even my face was being sun - burnt .. pain pain ):

kind of red , then skp and apple say look like pikachu .

so funny ..

after everything ended , headed to jurong point .
watched movie with skp and aaple .. with my sister sponsored movie voucher . xie xie da jie!
OVERHEARD. rate it 4 popcorns :)

this and that .. took lots of funny photos ..

meet up with meiyan's family then headed to farmart for urgent pang gong .
pretty scary .
hope it will be okay soon . pray hard.

saturday - work at mac from 930 - 2pm , start work at bugis junction lzzie from 3 - 9pm .
trained to cck and leonard hohohohoho fetched me up to farmart :)

helped , dinner-ed , chit chatting , slacked etc etc la ..

another scary kind of day at about 1 going to 2 am ...
many things happened .
why ah ?
why can't everybody just do for god and make peace out of everything ?
quite sad to see things becoming so worst now ):
well, shall not elaborate more here . nt very nice...
everyone r hopping for the best ! YHK HUAT AH ! :D

reached home at 3 going to 4am! T I R E D !

sunday - was late for an hour ): luckily, still able to drag myself up from the bed! ahbo JIALAT already..

headed home straight after work .

am going to bed now.
GOOD AFTERNOONNNNNN :)

P/S : TAKE CARE AND COME BACK SAVE AND SOUND , MY DEAR APPLE *JESS*

STAR uniform.

2009-07-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

my STAR uniform had finally arrived .

not nice not nice !

i don't like ):

it was so ugly ):

saded .

2009-07-29T21:59:00.004+08:00

stress is inevitable .
knocking your head right now with me ?

honestly, i think all my classmates are just like me .
tired of going to school already ..

now and then , i always feel like going out to have fun .
or should i called it to de-stress , thats why i wanna have fun ?
nono, im not finding excuse to go out to party or what ..
seriously, just a way to relax and get away from all the burden :(

of course, im not giving up .
im so gonna work extral , double hard to earn the GPA that i most wanted.

becos , i can't imagine how much tears i gonna drop, if i can't continue study and stuck with a pathetic nitec cert .

NONO NO WAY!

alright, its getting bored here .

ABOUT TODAY.

was late for half and hour to school today.
seriously, i wanted to change this bad habit long ago , but i just can't get myself up from the bed ): anyone kind enough to morning call me every morning ?! u're most welcome :)

6pm was my car practical lesson just now ...
learnt new skill today :)
reversing .
quite challenging .

went jogging just .
feel so good .

tmr COB listening exam .
wish me luck people :)

2009-07-27T18:52:00.001+08:00

im so sick of studying .

how ah ? ):

2009-07-26T02:05:00.004+08:00

i just want to enjoy life .

this weekend..

party .
gathering .
supper .
drink .
ktv-ing .

to be frank , im actually quite stress now and then ..
didn't tell anyone abt it ..
cos i just feel like going out to have fun than saying such boring topic ya ..
i know i have got very good friends and family that will be there for me anytime, anywhere.

i know im always being blessed .

goodnight .

good old days .

2009-07-23T22:53:00.005+08:00

Late night supper with secondary school classmates :)

love love .

♥♥♥

nights world.

* login to fb for more photos :)

YUMMY!

2009-07-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

ssn never go school , naughty girl .
bought delicious food ,
went to visit skp with apple :)
web-camed with friends that laughed so much tgt,

fyi - that was crazy skp nose!

aftermath,
dinner with meiyan & co .
market with them ,
farmart to pray .
had lots of fun .
home sweet home .

DREAM .

2009-07-21T12:22:00.006+08:00

complete my higher nitec course with a aim of GPA 3.8 ,
study poly in business course ( still considering what) ,
after studying , find a good company that earn up to 2.5k per month .
buy a car for myself , take up skating course and be a instructor if possible ,
I LOVE TRAVELLING ! so shall save and travel all around the world with family and friends (:
when earned enough to open a shop .. to be a lady boss (:
being such a successful women ..
its time to find a successful man for myself .
a understanding , cute , caring , and mature man , no bastard pls ! will be such a perfect one (:
and .... the story of my life goes on and on ..

haha . when there is dream , there will be hope .
so ya . its good to have dream yeah ?

how good that will be if everything will be so smooth hor ?
hehe . " dream on lor "

who says i need a bf ? u r so wrong !

2009-07-20T21:58:00.011+08:00

* thats how we bully our classmate , laughs *

im glad that i didn't lost him today.
my heart almost gonna stop beating, anytime at that point of time !
thanks meiwen for being there for me (:
xie xie ni .

sat - work , home , farmart , yewtee - mac gang & home .
sun - car prac , work , home , yewtee - sec gang & home .
~ check it out my FB for photos :)

weekends was busy + fun .
weekdays was busy + tired .
that's life (:

finished my cob role play today.
contented.
so happy that teacher never scold us ..
hope can score well . TARGET AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D:D

'am getter lazier and lazier ,
pls give me some motivation people ):):

probably gonna visit that unappreciative skp after school ..
HAHHA!
with meiwen . see how thing goes ?
take care and get well soon my beloved taoyan guai !

tv-ing * fei tian :)

night world !

MOOD : LAZY. HAHHA!

2009-07-17T15:19:00.004+08:00

MY NEW LOVE !
BOYS OVER FLOWER :D:D

have been watching these two nights..
and HAHAHAH overslept for today.
late for an hour , POWER HOR .
:)

jus to update u guys on my test results :)

Business environment
39.5 / 50 just a 0.5 marks i can get an A already ): , kind of wasted )):

Principal of Accountings
42 /50

Office Applications
47 /50

Sport & Wellness
Bronze

hope it can be in this consistent ~
JYJY !

seriously when we came back from holiday ..
so many things to do , but so little time ):
how sad ..

role play next monday. * worried*
practice more for POA .
practice more for OFA - Excel formula, esp "IF" function .
BSE Project Base - research & report .
COB- event management - event planning .
Aug - STAR event planning for the kids .
STAR SDP TWO - attend courses , get uniform by end of july .
Aug or Sept YT Flea Market .
Go for first TP before PDL expired on 27 Oct 2009 .

busy busy still busy ..
have got work later on at WLM .
ronal mcdonald and mark lee will be coming :)
hope everything just goes on smoothly and it will be enjoyable ..
AND SERIOUSLY BLESS THAT , THERE WILL BE MANY KIDS TODAY!!!!!
HUAT AH ! :D:D:D:D:D

just came back from lot one.
went to MAYBANK to get a replacement of my ATM card -.-
like for the very first time in my 18 years of life, i have misplaced my ATM card !
TAOYAN!
lucky not my master card lost. if not troublesome already ~

ytd went to lot one with apple also .
chatted and had lots of fun playing at the lot one shopping mall playground.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!
SERIOUSLY it was quite fun lor..
bought numbers of stuff .
two wallets .. one for skp and one for me :)
& bought a cheapest watch i can ever found .
&& stationary , definitely it was for school purpose .
&&& ate our fav soy bean ice cream :)
so lovin it with my BUYS.
aftermath was homesweethome .

reached home nt long ..
eddie's came over with stingray!
WHOOOO!!
YUMMY YUMMY :D:D:D

between APPLE PASSED HER BTT ALREADY !
CONGRATS !!
and u better quickly book yr FTT before i chop your head off ya :P

gtg prepare already!
TATA :)

2009-07-12T16:13:00.005+08:00

all the big bosses travelled today ..
becos of them my hand was nothing but PAIN ):
crafting balloons was the KILLER !
but looking at how happy the kids received the crafting balloons , made me happy too :)

anyway all the best to my DARLING APPLE for tmr BTT ah!
i know you wouldn't disappoint me :)
&&&&& if u pass, i shall treat u eat chicken rice ah :D:D:D
HOHOHO!
see you tmr :)

tv and poa time !

tata ~

2009-07-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

school without them will be a gone-case .

im glad i have got all these girls :)

let's work hard & nv give up !

credit to eileen for the photo-taking :)

2009-07-09T09:16:00.003+08:00

just like asusual..
school days i have got nothing much to post compare to holiday.

just came back from jogging .
still that same old word ; contented :)
ytd after school i went to yewtee point to have a walk &
saw car cushion , so nice that i love it so much ! hehe .
so i have bought 2 car cushions for my dearest brother for his car:)

btw, i just wanna tell you all ...
I WANNA CONQUER POA, BSE & COB !!!!!
ALSO MY CAR LICENSE :D

i admit, at times.. its a bit stressful ..
but im coping well in everything now ..
i just hope all this good times will remain and continue be in this way..
can i ?

night world :)

edited - check it out my last friday post :) updated!

In School .

2009-07-08T22:53:00.002+08:00

bse teacher not here today.
am so bored now ...
its OFA now !!
hell BORED ):
WHAHHHHAHAHA!

P/s : my stomach feeling so weird tday ): keep on feel like da bian !

Love today.

2009-07-08T10:21:00.001+08:00

edited/

was really very happy today.
finally everything was on the right track now..
my motivation was back :)
GREAT!

as i can see, daddy's was happier and had speedy recovered..
sister's was very loved and happy also ..
brother's problem was settled, without needy to pay a large large sum of amount ..
hope everything can just remind so smoothly for all of us yeah.
god was always be there to bless all of us :)

heard of this before ?
if you are willing to work hard, it will definitely paid off.
i don't really agree it with it most of time .. however only until today..
when my teacher told me about my bse result ..
i realised that i am not as stupid as what i thought :)
i don't know why i always think i cannot but it actually turn out well ...
at first i seriously thought that i can't even score well for it . maybe will even fail ?
becos i don't really have the confidence for it .. the paper was pretty hard.
surprisingly, it turn out well :):)
tcher even told me i'm the highest in class ..
i was totally shocked & happy at that point of time :D

YES, i agreed with sister that im always giving myself too much stress.
or should i say, the expectation for myself was very high , thats why im always feeling not right.
whatever it is.. im better in managing it now.

anyway ...
lesson ended pretty early at 130pm today
bused to lot one :)
met skp ..
shop-ed , slacked , chatted ,
bused home ,
slacked ,
prepared ,
early dinner with family ,
trained to gombak for car prac :)

was doing pretty well now .
LOVE THIS KIND OF FEELING!
SHIOK SHIOK :D:D:D !!!!!
serious, there will be more challenge one for me to learn soon ..
i hope i can manage and cope it well ..

2009-07-07T17:01:00.001+08:00

im going for my car practice very very soon..

stay tune for my marina barrage, red mansion & mac event !

3 BEST PLACES :)

2009-07-07T12:55:00.017+08:00

FABULOUS FRIDAY :D:D:D

WC >> DIM SUM
MARINA BAY >> MARINA BARRAGE
CITY HALL >> MARINA SQUARE
BOAT QUAY >>RED MANSION

it started well in the morning .. and ended well at night !
come on, just spell H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S with me :)

morning breakfast with ahseng & meiyan.
ate dim sum :D:D:D
was craving for that since a long time and so nice of them brought me there when they are having their lunch break.
i know im very kiddy to keep taking photo , HAHHAHA!
aftermath, ahseng bro send me to jess house :)
reached her house..
shocked that apple mama asked me eat already .. & cut apple for us to eat ..
so sweet hor :)
and apple told me that her mama only treat me so nice among all of her friends!
which made me so happy :)
welll.. used com and slacked for awhile before we leave to meet kp & jimmy to..
MARINA BARRAGE ! COOL <3>

JUMP JUMP JUMP .. that made us really tired -.- HAHA!

* YES we did it :D *

after marina barrage was dinner at city hall - marina square .
chatted , slacked and window shop-ed ..
THEN TO ..
BOAT QUAY to surprise my dearest sister :)
was being called by her ah lao ( eddie = future sister in law.) during afternoon ..
YEAHYEAH! so we were there for her with a lame excuses of just passed by so we came here :D
sister was really shocked by my girlfriends & my presences ..
alright .. that was pretty a fun & high night for all of us.
so loved , so fun , so high .
& with so many nice sis's friend around just made us so happy .
even my dear apple that don't drink also gamed and drank with us!
COOL !
played many games and drank quite alot ..
and we really had so much fun that we don't wish to go back home at already 2am ++ ..
but no choice me and apple got to work morning shift ):
so cabbed home with my girlfriends .

love my ladies :)
YAYYAY ! a day of fun just ended so awesomely !

Liyan's still in holiday mood .

2009-07-07T12:17:00.000+08:00

HOW SAD !!?!?!
school has started ..
hmm..
as usual , nothing much.
went to school in the morning..
so suay, first day saw brad at bus stop liao..and at that point of time, im rushing like a moo! damn funny.
for the full story , im so lazy to explain it with words here ~ WAHHAHAHA!
after school meiwen and i stayed nerely for an hour for a sudden chatting session with mrs lui
it was a great one :)
aftermath headed causeway , charles and keith to look for the sneaker that i want !
so sad , no have again ):
trained home .

ate dinner with family,
slacked , relax :)
prepared..
and meiyan & co came to fetch me to farm.
slacked, cleaning, chatted , helping up, watched tv, praying .. & etc la.

quite enjoyed,
kevin drove me home :)

P/S : * my phone dropped onto the ground and there were so MANY SCARF ON IT NOW ): *
EXTREMELY HEARTACHE :(

goodnight !

2009-07-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTAS !

love you and may all your wish come true :D

HUAT AH !

hope everything just goes on smoothly yeah.

JYJY :)

2009-07-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

* this is something i can't live without ! *

:D:D:D:D

ohhh did i mention that i saw aisyah and lionel during my full shift work on tuesday ?
no right ?
YAYYAY !
i saw sweetie aisyah , my ex siam kitchen colleague with her bf :)
she is still so hyper and sweet.
another, the JJC lionel , still so handsome. hah!
actually was quite shocked that he still remembered me .
he say hi to me first.. then me, kind of looked stupid to stare at him for a moment before i say hi back..
HAHA. come to think about it .. yes i was indeed retarded at that moment.
GOODNESS.
wellwell, that was actually great !
atleast i know they still remembered me :D

stayed home for two days already.
and i went jogging for this two day..
good girl right ?
actually im quite a homely girl okay..
don't siao siao..
staying at home means can rest well :)

as for today..at night..
went to bukit timah to acc ahma to find our family doctor.
poor ahma having allergic/rashes , still so stubborn don't want to consult a doctor..
really bth!
so until today we don't care, just help her book an appointment and cabbed down straight to find doctor..
but still have to wait for about 2 hrs plus for ahma's turn.
aftermath, cab-ed back home .

rest well la my dear ahma !
i only got one ahma leh~ anything happen to you how!
i really can't afford to take it another blow liao !
really had enough for this sickening 2009 !!!!!
so pls pls.. take care of yrself ok !

be it to ahma or whoever.. pls..
take good care of yself :)

goodnight!

NEW GADGET :D

2009-07-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

*LONG WORDY POST *

went jogging just now , which really does wonder to myself.
serious, i always feel so good after sweating ..
i know, i sounds like a weirdo. HAHA.
i think hor, if i stop exercising ... sooner or later i might get depression lor !
really really.. whenever im down or whatever shit , it really helps a lot mentally.

OH WELL ...
it's a long day today.
worked from 1015-10pm , straight full shift.
sad to say, today was my last day of work at isetan becos it gonna close down soon.
why sad?
no la, not becos i love to work at isetan.
mainly becos there were many friendly aunties/sisters that dote on me :)
will bring biscuits, sweets and home-cooked food for me during work..
love it, yesyes, will definitely go down to visit them when im free alright .
will miss you all , just like how you all will miss me :D

shall blog about yesterday too..
ytd was an eventful day also.

train-ed to bugis with parents in the morning ,
cab-ed to nuh to bring daddy for a followup case ,
cab-ed to gombak for car driving lesson ,
train-ed to cck to meet jess and co - courts to buy my camera ,
train-ed to yewtee for late dinner ,
walk-ed home .

whats really bother me much was that daddy was very sad becos doctor told him that he can't work as a driver anymore.. which really gave my dad a great impact .
haiya, i just don't know how to use spelling/words to describe everything here..
actually looking at how sad he was made me so helpless and sad too..
but i know i got to be strong .
so without thinking much, i still went for my first driving lesson .
nervous yet want to learn = yeah thats me !
LEARNING A MANUAL CAR WASN'T EASY AT ALL !!!!
who says its easy huh ? i gonna chop off yr head and kick it like a ball man!
ok la.. overall my first driving lesson wasnt that bad la..
still able to follow what mr su says .. just abit nervous ..

after the first lesson i went..
my way of getting a license seems so far now ):
i don't even know whether i can make it not ..
THATS VERY VERY SAD-ing !

headed to cck aftermath ..
met apple and her colleagues :)
went to courts to buy my long awaited camera..
actually wanted to get the nikon S230 one..
just when i wanna get a new one and the courts camera promotor approach me and recommened this to me :)

this was a shockproof and waterproof cam..
LOVE IT ! especially the beauty mood.. super power !!
well, after she had explain to me all the good functions..
teaching me how to use this and that .. etc la..

and yes she even given me a great deal man ..
seriosuly she don't earn commission by introduce olympus cam to me.. just that in her opinions, she thinks that this is much of a better cam compare to the nikon cam that i wanted to get at first.. and she is really a nice sales person to chat with ..
don't believe , ask apple :)
alright alright .. guess what great deal she gave me ?
courts member + the immediately discount + 8gb memory card + extra battery + Olympus golla cam pouch + screen protector + cleaning kit !

supposedly the courts member + immediately discount + screen protector wasn't in the GSS promotion de.. but i think she work in courts very long already.. thats why can give so many special stuff .. love it man !

and more power is .. the screen protector actually i have left courts and ya suddenly i thought of buying it to protect my screen so i went back to ask the lady .. so she say nvm .. no need buy i give it to you .. nice not nice you tell me ?

happy when i met nice people :D how good if everything, everyone can be so nice right ?

after purchasing everything .. was dinner time !

suddenly feel like eating prawn noodles but cck don't have so we went back to yt to have it :)

chit chatted a lot ,
saw aaron also - chit chatted then he went makan with his friends ,
home sweet home .

tired liao la !
goodnight world (:

2009-06-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

god, is that all we have to go through?

2009-06-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

Love the wallpaper behind me :)

visit new l'zzie outlet at bugis junction now :D

atleast i make it a non-wasted off day for today..
it was suppose to be an outing with classmates .
but just as expected the organiser really a lousy planner !
becos of him most of us really got no mood to go anymore ..
this kind of feeling sucks big time i tell you !

wellwell ..
so i went to yewtee with girlgirl to trim my hair :)
actually wanted to cut it short but second thoughts tell me not to ..
bought bubble tea ..
bought hair dye for daddy ..
bought sub-way ..
bought a loose top ..
bought wet tissue ..
homesweethome :)

my baobei girlgirl are playing with itouch now..
play till so excited .. HAHA :D
just now i asked her to help me count the coins inside my milk bottle ..
GUESS HOW MUCH INSIDE ALREADY ?
so little already $180.50 leh !!
im so HAPPY HAPPY !!
got thousand dollars inside i sure go BANK-IN like a retarded !
HOHO ! can't wait can't wait !

OH YES, we are going for a jog later on . COOL :)
and if possible i shall complete my COB script writing too :)

yeahyeah, will be learning driving with MR SU .
alright it was actually my friend dad la , that got the same surname with me !
HAHAHA!
as arranged i will be starting next monday.
OMG! im so nervous again, serious !
hope i can quickly pass my TP and drive like a cool girl :)
and i know that many people will be so proud of me ~
I LIKE THIS KIND OF FEELING YEAH :D:D
bless me and wish me luck people ~

2009-06-25T02:29:00.001+08:00

" Life is like a coin, you can spend it any way you want but you can only spend it once. "

2009-06-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

Such a eventful + happening day today .
* long story but im so gonna cut it short *

yewtee ,
cck ,
paya lebar ,
orchard ,
clarke quay ,
bugis ,
yewtee .

thats where i have been to just a day itself , power nt power u tell me ?
whahahhahah~

during day time , i met darling siaoeh !
love those sharing session with her ..
updated each other so so much :)
meet up often yeah siaoeh !

there was another movie treat by company!!! :)
wah cool man
this time round was by L'zzie bosses .
thanks :D

anyway, iluma for transformers .
indeed AWESOME, FABULOUS & FANTASTIC SHOW !!
2 THUMBS UP FOR IT ! serious , its a must watch movie :D
btw, it was my first time there to catch a movie ..
new nice environment plus movie really made me a happy girl :)
finished movie was about 1am already.. so afterwhich cab-ed home with ming tao .
that silly guy will always ask stupid questions . alright but funny .
and know how lucky he was ?
the uncle forget to on the meter -.-
lucky didnt over-charge becos i know about how much it will be to reach my house :)
HAHA.

g.night world .