STRESS LEVEL TO THE MAX!

The thought of giving up is so strong yet again.

i cried so much that day till i am nearly out of breath.

i know im not stupid nor useless... i just need more time.. more time for me to absorb... im seriously tired of all this bullshit!

can i just dont care about the world and give up !

WHATS WRONG WITH LIFE?

HELLOOOOOO EVERYONE!

IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK TO0ooo000 BLOGGING

hahhaa. anyway.. life have been so far so good.

IM FINALLY A POLYTECHNIC STUDENT!

TEMASEK POLY SOMEMORE~ damn far i know. but who cares.

alright, just kind of stressed up with upcoming end of semester examinations.

im so afraid that i will fail and gonna kick out by school at any point of time. im worry sick about this...

maybe, you will think i am thinking too much but sometimes i just felt stupid. like how much i studied , it just couldn't get into my bloody brain. awww..

life can be sucks at times. give me some chill pill , will you ?

and im freaking missing taiwan-taipei so madly :(

i miss doing shopping like nobody business.

i miss having mid night chatting session cum supper with my bff , sis and jiefu.

i miss the nice people and HOTEL over at taipei .

i miss all delicious foodssss especially XXL CHICKEN!

i miss the fun that we had with the wedding shop - crew and boss! where i have to drink tea when i lose in a game match throughout the night.

i miss the hard work with my co during the shooting time! it was exhausted yet memorable.

i miss typically EVERYTHING during the 7days 6 nights during my march-april holiday this year.

so what if i miss everything so much?

time is not gonna turn back ~~~~~~~~~

OHHHLALALALALLALAL~

okay, need to get my ass off here and back to do my tutorial.

good night world.

2011

let's welcome this brand new year, twenty eleven.
brand new year , brand new challengers.

hello friends !
im back to blogging once again.
yes , i miss blogging but im always so lazy to do it.
i hope this brand new year could let me have motivation to be less "lazy".

ohwell, i guess at this time everyone will goes...
hi whats your new year resolutions and such.
so im just gonna start that way too~ HAHAHHAA

as i mentioned in my facebook, i gonna stop being late for... be it work or school throughout this year. yes.. im doing well as for now. i need to be perseverance, though many thinks that i couldn't make it :) i will prove you guys wrong ok!

actually i have got so much to list down if i gonna continue...
so here it goes...

1. have a ideal weight of 48kg by half a year. Oppss actually i have gained about 5kg at 2010 ! *.*
   
2. save at least 2k end of this year .. its a bit hard though you see me work like an ox but too much commitment are killing me right now :( i will still try my best though.
   
3. maintain a healthy body with at least jogging twice a week. or best EVERYDAY.
   
4. get into poly by april this year. if not get a proper full time job if unable to get a place in poly. * GOD BLESS ME PLEASE *
   
5. no BOYFRIEND so long im still a student.
   
6. NOT TO BE LATE FOR WORK AND SCHOOL .
   
7. SLEEP EARLY EVERYDAY. or perhaps, weekdays everyday sleep before 10pm and wake up at 7am. weekends, before twelve or latest 1am.
   
8. Latest by 2013 go fly over to CHEEENA to meet OHYIFANG !
   
9. BEST OF HEALTH FOR EVERYONE AND MYSELF. no more needles , no more hosptial visits, no more in regular menses and NO MORE STRESS PLS!
   
10. lastly, I LONGED FOR A SMOOTH SAILING YEAR AHEAD... GOD AH PLS BLESS ME AH ~ HAHA

alright, thats all for my resolution.
will be back soon :)

ups and downs.
things are not smooth sailing , yet again.
i need a solution for everything.
i need a happy pill.
(:

IT'S SCHOOL HOILDAY!

i can't believe it ...
im so gonna conduct my very own party in McDonald's soon!
its my very FIRST OWN PARTY that i have to handle it everything by myself.
i hope i will not disappoint anyone and the result of the ticket selling please do not let me down as i have very high hope on you.

i will use my whole hearty to do the party well and learn from my bestie colleagues saiful :) yay!

to be frank, it isnt easy to handle a party all by myself.
normally i was being only attached to other place and help out here and there but this time round , its all by myself to handle any situation which gonna happen during that day or so. looking forward yet worried. just pray for the best outcome !

oh well, im glad my boss and managers were all so supportive. i hope i can do it well too!

i found this holiday was quite fulfilling ya.
i spent my every holiday days wisely ...
with the planning of this event, work in mac & lzzie , out coming Korea trip, parties after party with saiful , meet up with friends, cupcake making and etc

" everyday is a happy day. "

as for my exams.
just pray hard i do not get C's again ):
im afraid and worried.
PRAY HARD FOR ME PLEASE!!!!
I NEED TO GET AT LEAST GPA3 THIS TIME ROUND.
its so difficult to get into poly now .
holy shit !!

god please save a space for me alright.
if everything goes well,
i will study for another three years and look for a full time job after which.
and i need to get my driving license asap.
i don't want to be laughing stock ):
i want to ferry my friends all around...
when can all my dreams come true?

people says, once you work hard it will come to you,
but i work so hard i don't get anything??
why ah?
hmmm... or am i not working hard enough?

i doubt so.

lalallalalala~
like what raj always says,
that's life. hahaha

thats all for today.
goodnight world.

LAST DAY OF SEMESTER THREE.

am taking my last paper at approximately less than two hours time.

am worried,

am nervous,

am excited to get it all done and over it!

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at the same time i miss the somebodeeen that say im pretty that day! *laughs

but just to shy to tell him.

and i reacted so retardedly that i wanna laugh at myself.

dumb ass , always lose the good opportunity.

-

oh well, its time for paper not rubbishing here.

wish me all the best people.

xoxo.

bye!

Stacks

loves my new blog concept.

loves the new song!

enjoy!